Well I talked to cupid just now. I guess cupid really is real! he was kind of a dumbass tho. heres how the conversation ensued ( Read more... )

i just took a shower. and im just bored ( Read more... )

I just got back from hobbytown... Im still rly upset over what happened this morning w/ jess. I dont get in trouble w/ my parents, but im punished thru her punishment. I wish i knew why everyone else gets to have their girl and boy friends over, and have sex, and not have any parents get in their way. Shit, being able to just spend time ( Read more... )

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jessis sister found out about last night and told her mom. no idea why. why the fuck do people do this to us? What did jess or I ever do to her? or to whoever told her mom about the other night. I cant even beleive this. I woke up at 3 in the mornin and saw that i had... like 20 texts. and she said she loves me and wont be able to talk to me ( Read more... )

wait hold on. If you just read my journal and it doesnt make sense, I dont blame you. in one entry I say that jessica and I are taking a break. and the next I say that we did stuff tonight. To fill yall in. We LOVE each other. But right now, we dont know what to do. But right now, i'm leaning towards stay faithful to her and wait. i know ( Read more... )

I saw jess. for like... i dunno. a little over an hour? just like every other get together we have, it went wrong. and we got lost bringing her home. God, i needed that. its hard to spend over a month not touching the person you love, yet alone talking. I really hope she doesnt get in trouble. My mom is kidna pissed. she says were both so ( Read more... )

Well I got to talk to jess today. and... maybe i'm dreaming but were gonna do something tonight. my mom got mad at me cuz i was singin too loud when she was on the phone. (I was singin bulimic! and i guess she got mad when i was screaming.) lol it was fun. i love signing. I sing when i'm bored. fun fun fun. sing sing sing. sing for fun and ( Read more... )

My journal needs changing. after all, the times are changing ( Read more... )

i cant really post some of the stuff i have to say. because even tho this is a journal, people read it. and there are some thing I dont want some people to know about. So I cant really update today.