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hello, semi big post.
first off, this boy is everything to me.
i can't imagine what my life was like without him, i don't want to imagine what it would be like if i lost him. i've never felt so close to a boyfriend before as much as i am with him. he cheers me up when i'm sad and is the only person who really can do that. i'm falling so hard for this one.
in other news, hi i'm graduating sunday.
that's fuckin weird. that picture is from senior assembly, the actual graduation is in two days. nuts. high school went by so fast and so slow. we had senior night last night. 6pm-4am. sober.. actually it wasn't even that bad. till about 1am. first we had food and then all filed into the auditorium for the hypnotist. that was honestly the best fuckin thing i've ever seen. I saw my freshman history teacher drop it like it's hot and another teacher basically give one kid a lap dance. it was amazing how hypnotism works. i didn't believe it at first but there were people up there who were, no offense, wet blankets and they danced and pretended to be rock stars and sung. my friend matt was a balerina and danced across the stage. i thought i was going to die from laughing so hard.
After that nonsense there was a terrible magician, a really gross comedian (and a retardedly funny one) and the senior slideshow. full of pictures of our friends over the years. which is where i lost it.
i really didn't think i was going to cry as much as i did. at the end of the slideshow all of the teachers wrote little notes and i read one of them and just couldn't keep it together. i sunk down in my chair with my hood on and everything. hugs happened and i cried more. it just hit me that i'm not going to see a lot of these people again. i may say how much i hate everyone all the time but my grade isn't as bad as i make it out to be. all my friends are going so far away. andrew's going to canada, amanda's going to rhode island, katie's going to chicago, rob lauren and erin are going to orono, pat and eric are going to colorado, josh and dakota are going to north carolina. and me, i'm staying here. good thing brandon is just going to be a senior. and hannah's going to usm with me. i hope i make friends. i'm real tired. grad party tomorrow. money.
first off, this boy is everything to me.
i can't imagine what my life was like without him, i don't want to imagine what it would be like if i lost him. i've never felt so close to a boyfriend before as much as i am with him. he cheers me up when i'm sad and is the only person who really can do that. i'm falling so hard for this one.
in other news, hi i'm graduating sunday.
that's fuckin weird. that picture is from senior assembly, the actual graduation is in two days. nuts. high school went by so fast and so slow. we had senior night last night. 6pm-4am. sober.. actually it wasn't even that bad. till about 1am. first we had food and then all filed into the auditorium for the hypnotist. that was honestly the best fuckin thing i've ever seen. I saw my freshman history teacher drop it like it's hot and another teacher basically give one kid a lap dance. it was amazing how hypnotism works. i didn't believe it at first but there were people up there who were, no offense, wet blankets and they danced and pretended to be rock stars and sung. my friend matt was a balerina and danced across the stage. i thought i was going to die from laughing so hard.
After that nonsense there was a terrible magician, a really gross comedian (and a retardedly funny one) and the senior slideshow. full of pictures of our friends over the years. which is where i lost it.
i really didn't think i was going to cry as much as i did. at the end of the slideshow all of the teachers wrote little notes and i read one of them and just couldn't keep it together. i sunk down in my chair with my hood on and everything. hugs happened and i cried more. it just hit me that i'm not going to see a lot of these people again. i may say how much i hate everyone all the time but my grade isn't as bad as i make it out to be. all my friends are going so far away. andrew's going to canada, amanda's going to rhode island, katie's going to chicago, rob lauren and erin are going to orono, pat and eric are going to colorado, josh and dakota are going to north carolina. and me, i'm staying here. good thing brandon is just going to be a senior. and hannah's going to usm with me. i hope i make friends. i'm real tired. grad party tomorrow. money.