Tell me it's over now.

[casketflower]

Eh, I dunno what's been going on with me for the past few day's. I'm like forever tired, even though I had 10 hours sleep last night, and I just feel so... depressed! But, aprently the depression has something to do with the tiredness. Explains alot

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[___jr___]

I, more than anyone I know, can tell you how badly life can get you down. I remember being tought at the fire department how to recognise signs and symptoms. Depression, they said, was the simple feeling of "blah". Your always tired, even after just waking up, and you don't enjoy the things that once brought you happyness. For me, I notice it in my computer. I'm an avid gamer, I get paid to play and test video games for Blizard (on the side). I loved playing games, always have and I believe I always will. But, when depression hits me I no longer find it something I enjoy. I'll fire up a game and quickly become bored. This is depression in it's worst form, robbing you of your hobbies. It's self destructive, as both you and I have learned. I had an "angel" to help me get out of mine, I pray you have one too. My shoulder will always be here, should you ever need it.

[casketflower]

Thanks JR. I recognise myself in alot of those symptons you listed. Always tired, robbing me of my hobbies. I used to enjoy going out with my friends, but now i make alot of excuses not to. The only thing i have left that makes me feel alive is going to gigs.

[___jr___]

I know what you mean Kimi cause I have been in the same place. I often make excuses not to go out too, and usually it's just so I can remain at home bored to tears. You have to grasp onto what you still find joy in and use it like your lifeline. Do what still makes you happy, and you may find that your depression slowly vanishes. That's my trick, and has always worked.

[casketflower]

Gigs. they're the only time I ever feel alive. the only times I ever feel... me.