So... today... I felt like crap all day... didn't make it to class... Still haven't unpacked... house is a mess... so much is undone... I really need to get my act back on track ( Read more... )

my name ( Read more... )

A - Available? Not any more :-D ( Read more... )

So, I started to write an entry to put up here, but it ended up being long, drawn out, and depressing, so won't bother you all with that. ::Click, set to private entry...:: Long story short... still in Indiana, watching football... thinking too much about too many things... going home eventually, working tomorrow and back to the regular grind. ( Read more... )

So I'm in Fort Wayne playing on Chris' laptop... We got out here on Thursday, picked up his tux for the wedding and went to dinner. I got to meet the bride and groom and a couple other friends of theirs. They are really great people and we had a really nice dinner and then went bowling. I wish I could turn my scores in for tomorrow's bowling ( Read more... )

So it has been a long week! But, I finally get to go see Chris! So I was up WAY too late again last night, but I'm all ready to go - as in, as soon as I dry my hair, everything can go in the bag and go to the car. I'm impressed - you should be too! Not because this is really any form of monumental task, but because I was having so much trouble ( Read more... )

(1) Your gender: Female ( Read more... )

So, as much as 2005 was a really rough year for me in so many ways, I have such a better outlook now on the possibilities for this year. I have been through so much recently. There has been so much hurt, so much pain, so much heartache. I know that a lot of that will continue going forward, but at the same time there are a few of those things ( Read more... )

Well, I survived this weekend... I'm not sure that a holiday has ever been quite this hard. I'm not even sure what it was, or whether it was just a lot of proverbial shit hitting the fan... I'm tired of crying, tired of pain, tired of unearned guilt. It's time to go to sleep and try to get through another week at work, even though I didn't get ( Read more... )

I just want to scream, I want to cry, i want to run away... maybe I will... maybe I'll run away and never come back.. maybe then I will find some peace...