Update....

[cassandralee711]

Well things are going as well as can be expected. Jamie and I decided that even though the affair happened in Indiana and not anywhere near our house in Mississippi that we needed a change of scenery. We moved. We now have a little apartment (I love apartments!) in Marion which is 5 seconds from Meridian. It's so cute and we were able to layout our

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[dutchxfan]

I'd be one of those women who'd say that I'd kick him out. I don't know for real, though. I've never been in your situation. I'm just very bad at trusting, and if someone betrayed my trust, I don't think I could ever let myself love that person again. I wish I was more llike you in that department. I admire you quite a lot for this.

I'm glad you guys are doing better. Moving to another place seems like a good idea. Sorta like a new start.

I love Twilight. I just don't read fanfics (yet). I don't have a lot of time right now. I'm very hard trying to get back into the L&M fandom. It's hard enough already.

[cassandralee711]

I understand on the trusting thing, totally. Before Jamie started working in Indiana our friends would look at us and say "HOw can you go out without each other?" Like if we didn't have a babysitter for the night and our friends were doing something we would take turns going out, him one night and me the other. We really did trust each other. I never in a million years would have thought Jamie would do this, still can't believe it. Anyways, I look at it like this. Complete trust does not come back right away, but I do see evidence so far where I can trust him on somethings. We decided that going out seperately every weekend is not a good thing. We are focusing more on being together than being apart. (now looking back I realized that we made some dumb decisions but we've both learned lessons

[dutchxfan]

I'm really impressed by the way you're handling this. I hope your man understands how goddamn lucky he is for keeping you. Maybe you should let him read this post. *g*

Yes, I'm still planning it. In fact, I've written a totally new beginning two days ago. There are 6 chapters done already, but I hate X3 Marie. She's angry and bitter and I don't enjoy writing her like this. I'm gonna make her more like she was in my X1 and X2 fic. A bit goofy. I can't keep up the bitterness.So that means rewriting everything I have. *sighs*

[cassandralee711]

Oh yeah, He tells me everyday. If not with words, with looks or touches.

I can't wait to read it! I hope you start posting soon.

[kittenrescue]

I keep hoping that you'll finish your L&M 'movie star' fic. I still have the 17-page draft on my hard-drive if you can't find it on yours. *BIG HINT*

[cassandralee711]

For some reason every time I tried to reply to this comment it would not post so I'm hoping that it works this time. I lost all my stories when my laptop crashed a while back and for some reason my back up disk will not work. I'm not sure why. I have no motivation to finish any of my stories. That sucks I know but I just can't help it. I'm just not into it as I once was.

[kittenrescue]

I;m sure I have most (if not all of your stories) - so just send me a list of their titles and I'll forward them on to you.

I just sent you the draft of the movie star fic - in hopes that you'll look at it and realize its great potential. :)