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[cassie4788]

i miss my friend. more now than i think ever before. it is amazing how i have gone for awhile without being completely sad about not having her aroun. i was so distracted by exams and everything that i did not think to much about her. now it is hitting me like a slap in the face. i wish she was here. i drive by the spot where she died

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[thekiefster]

Cassie, I here-by deed you to unlimited hugs from me. Any time you need anything, give me a call (1-479-438-1934) I'll do what I can to make you smile...refer to my recent entry...

I love you,
Kiefer

[spudicus33]

When I first read this entry, it saddened me. Because you speak of Chase as not being alive. You speak of Chase as if she is dead. No, Chase is not only alive; she is living now more joyously and happily than she ever has. This entry was not written in sadness for Chase, it was written in self-pity

[cassie4788]

you are right her life has not been wasted. and yes it was written somewhat in self-pity. that is a given. but you are wrong in that it was not written in saddness for chase. i do things she should do, and i go places where she should go. i am sad for chase, that there are so many things she never got to do. but i am happier for her than i am sad. i am sad for myself, but happy for her that she is already living eternally with God. and i speak of chase as dead, because she is. she is physically dead, and no longer here. the saddness i speak of in my journal is more a saddness of lacking her physical life. she is more spiritually alive than ever, you are right in that aspect. i thought our paths had already divided, but i suppose i was wrong. you are a friend i have missed.

[_i_wanna_la_]

hey hunny. i certainly know how you feel. as we went on about our lives, we were kept up in being busy, but the first time that everything settled down, it was ceratainly then that i realazed things...things that shouldn't have had to realize. i feel the exact same way and you know i'll always be here for you. just like you're always goin to be there for me. i love you and miss you so much. life here is lonely and i have no cucumber to call on. i'll be seeing you in 13 days. i love you. stay strong and always look to the Lord and he'll provide your strength.

kisses.

[millienewell]

That makes two of us...not a day goes by that I dont think about her...I just always think that this happend for a reason, whether we like it or not...We will get to spend eternity with chase one day soon. Shes home now. I agree with Jess too, its seemed that this year has been a hard one, for all three of us in one way or another, but God has given me and J both more strength than we could have imagined! Im always here if you need me! love you much!