Listen to the wind blow ( Read more... )

 June is becoming to big of a reality too fast.  I'm not sure I'm ready yet, but I'll tough it out like always.  I got added to a class that I had waitlisted and now have 3 classes for the June summer term.  That's really scary.  One of them also includes 18 hours of fieldwork not included with the class.  I'll probably have to rearrange my work ( Read more... )

 I have to get out of my house.  I feel like I can't live there anymore.  I didn't want it to end like this... but it appears that it is.  I'm just going to get out as soon as possible because cali cannot stay cooped up like this very long.  It's bad.  Last night was not so good at all in any respect.  What am I gonna do if she keeps acting like ( Read more... )

So I'm moving onto Third St.  I'm really excited.  It's been a great couple of days.

Everything works itself out.  Thank God.

Who is supposed to listen to my scary Jerry Seinfield dream so i can go back to sleep without it  bothering me?  What can I say...I'm upset about a lot of things and they just manifested themselves in a very vivid and crazy dream.

I always thought that megan would be living here another year with me but has changed her mind and now I don't have any ( Read more... )

I saw him across the room tonight.  I'm not gonna lie, I was looking for him.  He was all over some girl, and immediately I was pissed off even more.  The more I think about what has been taken from me, the angrier I get.  No one will tell me what he is up to and how he is doing and it just makes me think that he's not paying for what he did at all ( Read more... )

Jacob just added me as a friend on facebook.  I have felt that maybe the past few years have been karma for what I did to him.  But I'm starting some good karma hopefully with a good guy.  We'll see how that goes.  It's about time for me.  I've suffered a long time and I deserve to be treated well.   We've facebooked and texted and it seems he's ( Read more... )

I'm writing the last paper of my undergraduate career and its like pulling teeth.  My allergies are killing me.  All that considered, I am supremely happy.  Just thought you all should know.  :)  There is still a twinge of righteous anger, and curiousity, but really, I'm happier than I've been in a long time.

I'm exhausted.  That was pretty horrible for me.  I hate feeling like a lifted burden... that's not even fair here, but then I guess the whole thing was about unfairness ( Read more... )

I have  deleted Jon from facebook.  I am fixing to give him a huge piece of my mind, I hope.  I intend to talk to him no more.  At least until he can get his priorities straight and I can move on from him.  I have hurt way more than I deserve and have been shown that I do not warrant any importance. I'm done.  I'm broken, and I'm done.  A best ( Read more... )