...so confused...

xdesolatelovex: FUCKING JOURNALS ARE FOR YOUR FUCKING LIFE AND FEELINGS
xdesolatelovex: if people dont like your thoughts then dont fucking read your journal

* i love how she's smart. *

i take so much for granted.

i have no idea why, but im so upset.
i am praying for you...
<33

older brothers make everything better.
so do older sisters.
god i love them.
<33

i cant trust anything that you say ( Read more... )

i hope to god that i am never like you or anything close to it.
i miss jacqui...a lot.
im so confused.
i've realized that people are different then you think...a lot of them are.

i'm so sick of this...like really i am. im so fucking sick of people being so fucking selfish all the time. fucking look at yourself, i mean really...look at yourself and tell me if you are honestly proud...i bet you arent and you shouldnt be. half the people i know shouldnt be. people do not revolve their lives around you and i hope you ( Read more... )

so,the last week has been one of the most emotional weeks in...forever. i mean, i've been so happy i couldnt stop smiling, so sad i couldnt stop sobbing, so excited my heart was racing, so nervous i was shaking, and so on. im not sure if all of this is good...or bad, but im sure its for a reason ( Read more... )

i've been doing a lot of thinking, and im not quite sure if it is good or bad. but i have realized that i always tell people to never give up and to always have hope and always have faith in things...because if you dont have faith in something then how is it supposed to work when you are doubting it from the start? anyways...i tell people all ( Read more... )