ok. so, i went to the beach, that isn't going to work - at all. so i'm in eden until i find a better oppertunity to get me out of here... until then i have found reasons to be content for the time being although i do harbor the fear that i might be letting myself fall for less-than-the-truths again: BUT i am a lot better off than some people and i ( Read more... )

fuck fuck fuck

there are enough things going wrong right now without anyone else adding more shit in. can every just eat a handful of blues, sit back, and chill the fuck out.

thank you

*This entry served its venting purpose and is now being removed due to the fact it was hurting everything more than anything else, venting words or not. peace.

proposel #2 (3?) had been made. ring is being purchased? my answer... is being sought.

so next friday, after the ultrasound and the cashing of my check from forest park, i'm headed back to the coast. kirby's been asking me to come back since 4 hours after i left. he wants me and he wants all that's coming with me, eden has nothing to offer me, so i'm going ( Read more... )

i could stay or i could go
there's little hope in either place
same bullshit, just a diffrent day

cruise: aug 8 - 13
then who knows from there....

i leave one situation, walk into another. but hey, i'm living by my new motto. so ( Read more... )

Though i move here and there, bullshit follows me everywhere ( Read more... )

breath stolen by words written to me ( Read more... )

The cult of Nettlehood ( Read more... )