hey heloms im here in computer animation ...haha ..it's wierd ...typing a journal entry with people looking over you back. but i gotta write so here i am ! Damn this shit sucks cause its seems now that almost all my friends seem to be really happy these days ( a.k.a steve and renzo ) steve will soon be going out with ali and renzo likes this girl ( Read more... )

my friends, even people who are not my friends and read this shit anyways, today i felt horrible , and i didn't even know why, i just felt horible. I felt emoty and alone. I've lost wait and now i supposedly look good. To bad my supposedly " good looks " attract only sophmores and homosexuals. I actually think i've gotten hit on by more gay guys ( Read more... )

last night renzo, stephen, courtney, Ali, and I went onto stephen's roof and renzo and I collaborated on our first song " nostalgia ( a bottersweet end ) " it's basically about a loved one dieing and it has some really moving words . The weekend was fun...spent alot of ime with the gang including Wanito and Sarah...also on Saturday Zack and Levi ( Read more... )

Ey all. I got the new " the used " cd ...and it totally kicks ass !!! yeah whew ....anyways this weekend is going to be real hectic but ill tell about it after it happenes for sure . Anywyas i also got " eternal sunshine for the spotless mind " which is one of the BEST ever chck flicks ....whew.. well today i swam a mile yeah it was 70 laps at ( Read more... )

yep the paper tragedy is on it's way ....yet we still can't find a bass player. Song number three is called "This Never Sent Letter " .( by the way the other two songs are called " unfinshed dream" and " the annihilation of a photograph" - yes i wrote that one )...wow ...my mood just dropped...from one smal IM ...everyone ... I LOVE COURTNEY !!! ( Read more... )

hey im back,...yeah...today is sunday and i have alot of work to do. Well TPT is doing awesome we finished the second song and it's called " The Annihilation of A Photograph" ...and even though i don't song in it the words used are all mine !!! HAHAHA ....don't matter... anyways, this weekend was fun though, after practice on friday steve, renzo ( Read more... )

hey all....yeah i did it again i cut myself. I just couldn't the pain of being lonely anymore si i was accomanied by a knife...plus it took what was on my mind ...off of my mind ...:::Sings::: to hell with you and all your friends !!!!....anyways ...i miss alot of things ... gia .... lacrosse...noreen....ugh. Whatever today we had band practice ( Read more... )

I have to set things str8 with someone i had a dream ...and it was so nice to feel the way i did...by the way, the way i felt in my last entry..has totally evaporated ..like that gay ass mother fucking hurricane frances or w/e the hell it was.....fuck it ...piece of shit...i hope Ivan comes right here and sucks me into its black hole out of w/e ( Read more... )

blah....nothing to say really...wow i feel good for once wo hoo! i got a car ....its nice minvan ...so people at school can make fun of me and call me soccer mom....wow so many wierd yet exciting things are happening all at once and im like a little boy who can finally scream with a smile " yey "! ....it feels good to smile and be happy with whats ( Read more... )

What the hell is up with the bitching the days ...everyone bitching....shut the fuck up...only i can bitch. fuck eveyone beautiful and hot.....including myself if you think it of me .....fuck sluts, hoes, gangbangers, and ex girlfriends ! Fuck people who try to be what they're not and everyone that considers them selves hot . fuck kisses cause they ( Read more... )