autism is fascinating. i'll probably be beaten and shoved down a garbage disposal fro saying so, but i wish i were autistic. they're so far above us mentally. they can see things we can't. i theorize that they are living in an alternate plane, but have a foot in the door of ours. genious. they are truly amazing.

just read your posts. i must say the were pieces of comedic art. absolutely gorgeous.
i sadly have nothing to say. my mind is a drug-liqified piece of useless.

ho hum.

arright. i have returned from work. everything went smoothly. no deaths. tomorrow, i think will be a good day. will get thoughoughly inebriated in every kind of way, which will give me the courage to not die from sadness when i talk to braden. hopefully he'll stop acting like a cunt and talk to me. humbug.
i love you pollox
-castor

bollox! that is your name with a b, but they are so very far apart in meaning. anyway. it's nearly 11, and i have to be gettin ready for work. hopefully the baby will go to sleep right away so i don't have to put up with his infantile bullshit. i'm thinking about doing the rest of that can of air freshener before i go. maybe not. i dunno. bah. have ( Read more... )

I am so alone. the only person i care about is millions of miles in god knows what direction. fuck in the bum!!!! this is how drug addicts are made. i understand now. i have a plan, though, and it will work. you'll see.

have taken to destroying my brain cells. i'm tired of having them around. they just cause so many problems, they make me analize every fucking thing, and i'm not going to stand for it anymore. i shall do wippits (inhaling airfreshener through a towel) until my stupid head explodes or melts or changes form in some other equally strange way. adieu

going to new orleans today. very exciting. i really love that place. it has a sort of capturing magic, a bourbon soaked, ensaring charm that holds you forever. it's very dificult for me to leave everytime i go. last time i went i saw a homeless man with hot pink sunglasses that were much too small for him. i wanted to buy him food, but mom was ( Read more... )

got a Queens of the Stone Age cd. Rated R. fookin fabulous. it's on repeat. I finally found something that i actually passionantely like, instead of just a half-assed interest (QOTSA). I was on their web site earlier and decided to buy one of their concert posters. they're works of art, every one of them. I especially like the one picturing adam ( Read more... )

i'm with myself at the moment. what a bore. occaisionally i'll remove myself from the couch to add "just a liiiitle bit" more rum to my coke. there's never enough ( Read more... )