I'll follow you where the wild wind blows
Where the trees shake with laughter and throw down their leaves. Leave me screaming to the stars...left screaming in the wind.

The cold blows over every toe and we're alone you & I. Let's put on your frumpy face and clomp around in your clunky cl

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I can remember just driving. With my head hanging out the window...hair flying all around my face glinting and shining all kinds of colors in the sun. Some turn in Kingfield when it was warm and gorgeous out. Nothing to do other than stare at myself and the trees flying behind in the side mirror. I wonder if it's worth just throwing myself out ( Read more... )

When you decided to become a Mother did you have this in mind ( Read more... )

Here I go again. Keeping track of myself in all this but feeling the inevitable pains creeping up. Just because I think I see something in his eyes doesn't mean it's true, just like it's never been true when I felt something I thought was so real. Everything is going to fall away again and it doesn't matter if I saw it coming or not. The words ( Read more... )

Back home, farmington diner fish chowder. Put some space between skot and I, for the best, get my own life on track. Feeling amazing now that the sun is out and the air is so fresh it hurts my lungs. Coming weekend is destined to be wanda weekend, see her new tattoo and get some tea and a grannys burrito in portland. :)

I miss these nights. This week has gone by so slow, the last week of my life in kalamazoo. Its hard to believe that we moved out here over a year ago and we're moving back. Its not quite ironic, that we moved out here to relieve stress and all the time when people were busy with jobs, or doing nothing just zoning out watching unimportant things on ( Read more... )

It hurts when you realize that you weren't special to people who acted like you were. That the only thing that turned out to be on those minds that you thought were so special was that they needed to fuck every single one of your best friends. That it turns out I had no fucking reason to ever feel bad about anything I ever did to anyone. That all ( Read more... )

I think sometimes that its difficult to grasp the things that have happened in the past because we read them out of history books. How I can look at thing that are going on now and not even be able to make a comparison to the things that have happened in only the last 100 years. Its disgusting the amount of hate that truly exists in this world. I ( Read more... )

I went to the records department today to get my police report, the insurance company just requested on friday more than two weeks after the accident because the holiday season is slow and that allows people to make the excuse that they can slack ass while I'm not working because of my ankle that refuses to stop looking like a baseball while my ( Read more... )

Friday at around 4:00 I was listening to johnny cash going 35 in the neon and all of the sudden a semi truck pulled out in front of me without looking to see if anyone was coming, I tried to throw on my brakes and all the sudden everything seemed to explode and went black. I can remember the truck stopped and then started to move forward again and ( Read more... )