my mood has been unsettled lately. I cant seem to get comfortable in my space, relax....just dont feel myself. So tired it feels like I've been awake for days. I have to work 2 weeks in a row with no days off in between. We went to ali babas tonight and had a plum hukkah, I made the decision to have a cup of thunder, 4 shots of espresso and ordered ( Read more... )

when you put your face too close to soda and the little bubbles pop against your face, the smell of fall when there's that biting cold in the air, nostaglia whenever a certain smell or season passes under your memory and brings that sweetness and naievety to your heart again.

Its been so long since I woke up and was happy to open my eyes, looked forward to something. ssdd. I want something new, something pure but it seems like everything around me is toxic sometimes. Feeling like being awake is the real dream where everything starts to seem I dont even remember the right word...surreal. I try to believe I know what I ( Read more... )