sooo today was good...woke up late-ish...watched the france vs korea world cup game, with my dad...who listened to the game on the spanish channel, b/c those announcers were better...then...scott came n had dinner...gave my dad his parents/ cards (which i hand made..AND rhymed!) then we went to see Cars (def a good movie...larry the cable guy MAKES ( Read more... )

...so today after waking up at 4AM i couldnt go back to sleep...at one point i even went outside to lay in the sum and get some color...but then i heard coyotes and my dog (and me) got scared...then i did some running around- dropping off reference forms for ppl to fill out (for a job that i'm already hired for...weird?)...then i had my first ( Read more... )

*sigh*...so i havent been sleeping well ( Read more... )

so i had a pretty good day today...better than the last week at least ( Read more... )

so i went Into Club Fit today for my orientation-type ( Read more... )

so...im not sure how im feeling right now....kinda just..empty idk..still havent heard from him and that sucks... *sigh*

i feel ignored...i feel unwanted..i feel unloved...i feel forgotten about...i feel unimportant...easily replaceable.. by the one person who shouldnt b making me feel like this...we havent seen each other much less talked, im hurt and he wont even call me back so that i can talk to him about it...why am i so forgetable

so yea i got the call yesterday that i got the job at CLub Fit that i wanted which is exciting for me b/c i got the 2 jobs that were my top choices...and the pay is great for both of them...hoping to make about $6,000 (then again with taxes it'll probably b like 5,200 or sometihng)...but hopefully it'll b more than enough to pay back my parents ( Read more... )

so i heard back from Camp Nabby...i got the job!!! anyway so im excited because this is a nice camp not tooo big not too small though, Its in Lake Mohegan so its like 15 mins away..the pools are in the middle of EVERYTHING so u wont miss anything going on throuhg the entire camp....ill b teaching lessons for 3 hours and the pay is AMAZING ...( ( Read more... )

OOOOMMMMGGGGGG i <33333 Kathy Griffin! saw her perform at the Nokia Center first lemme say when u order tickets on ticketmaster or wherever there should b somewhere that u should fill in ur height...anyone over 5'8 needs to sit in the back! and if those taller ppl R lucky n get a good seat you can't be moving every 6 seconds!!!!! (i guess ppl with ( Read more... )