Comments | cat480: God is an ASSHOLE!!!!!

cat480

God is an ASSHOLE!!!!!

Jul 24, 2002 01:16

Well I haven't written a journal in a long time but what has been happening lately in my life is really hard for me and I want to it write down and vent my feelings so, maybe I will feel a little better. My uncle has cancer. He was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer in October. It was not operable and he has been going to cemo for a little less than ( Read more... )

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Hey! infinitrinity July 24 2002, 15:44:22 UTC

What's up Cat, long time no see journal post. Well, I'm sad to hear what's happening to your uncle. It's not something I would want in my family, nor would even wanna deal with. No one ever close to me has died. So even though I may not know exactly how you feel, I still can have remorse. These words may not mean anyhting to you or they might.

I hope you feel better. Just remember, this is life we are living, bad things happen as well as good. Things get taken away from us, and alot of things hurt. But it's all for reasons. To be known or unknown. We all die. And that's the reality we all have to live with. I hope your uncle lives longer to see you so you both can connect with eachother. This is a hard thing to deal with, just remember he's going to be in a better place. Even though he won't physicaly be around he will always be in your heart.

Best wishes,

Chris

Re: Hey! cat480 July 24 2002, 16:18:14 UTC

Thanks Lovos. I appreciate the comment and thanks for the words they were really nice.

Cat

lachica July 24 2002, 18:42:42 UTC

Hey Catherine
Im really sorry it had to end up this way. I remember you telling me about it and i just hoped it would end up for the best. I kinda know how you feel so if you need someone to talk you can call me anytime. 5046944 all the best...
Julia

finessprincess July 25 2002, 00:45:17 UTC

"if i believed in god, id shoot him in the balls"
i know how ur feeling, he took my own mother away from me. there isnt a second i dont think about her though kat and thats what matters the most. give him all the love you can cause days will get harder ahead.
=hells=

finessprincess July 25 2002, 02:48:17 UTC

i'd rather have god take away my reletave than the devil

finessprincess July 25 2002, 13:12:25 UTC

if you dont believe in god then you dont believe in the devil either...and you have to put yourself in their shoes...how would you like it if the sweetest nicest person you ever knew in your life..like you mom, or a loving uncle...was taken away form you...dont they deserve to have a full life...

cat im sorry this is happening..i know how you feel, all you can do is love him and be there for him..and im sure you are already doing that

cat480 July 27 2002, 02:50:29 UTC

thanks hells. I had heard about you mom and I'm really sorry about that. My uncle died on Thursday night and it was the hardest thing that I had go go through in my life. I saw him in his bed not breathing and my aunt was crying and everyone was crying. I was just happy that he was with family when he died. I miss him so much beacause he was like a father to me I know that losing your mom was probally harder because she is the one that gave you life but I loved him and I will always love him as you will always love your mom. Thanks for writing a comment, and I agree that if there is a God "id shoot him in the balls"
thanks
Cat
P.S. call me sometime if you want to hang out. I miss being your friend.