Ok, so yesterday I went to my art class. I met a cute guy there. We started talking after class, and come to find out he works right across the alley from me. He works with Jo(mom)the person I live with. I thought that was so funny. And now if we like each other, I will ahve someone to go to luch with. I think he likes me, it's hard to tell because ( Read more... )

So school started this week. And already I am tired of going. It's been a little hectic. My Anatomy class is so full, and the teacher is trying to let people who aren't registered stay. It's a little frustrating, because it's taking away from my learning experience, when I can't even hear what the teacher is saying over all the people. And then the ( Read more... )

Well, not much going on. We got rid of all the kittens except the one I am keeping. He is really lonely now, he misses him bother, and sisters and mom. And my cats aren't making him feel too welcome. My puppy on the other hand, wants to lick him to death. She sure loves cats, to bad the don't share her feelings. He is really lovey. I gave him ( Read more... )

Well, not much going on. Still bored, still lonely, and still ugly. Ok, that last one is just my little pity party coming through. But I sure am not feeling too pretty lately. I just can't seem to get any looks. But I also don't see many guys,sitting at my desk all day, and then hanging out at home all night. So yeah, where can I find some mens. ( Read more... )

Ok well yesterday I was feeling really down, for some reason. But today I am not so down. I just need to rant in my journal sometimes. I had a dream last night that my roomies and me had a party at our house. There were so many hot guys there, and like real life, none of them were interested in me. They all wanted my roomates. Isn't horrible how ( Read more... )

ok, I just got a horrible wave of depression, just hit me. I don't really know why, but I am really sad now. Well I know why, but I don't know what triggered it. I really hate my life most of the time. I don't know why I bother working so hard in school, when I am just going to end up alone, and unhappy. Why shouldn't I just accept my fate now, and ( Read more... )

Well life is pretty much the same. I went out with Sage last night, and it was nice. We went to dinner, and then back to his place. It was very sweet. I asked if he was seeing anyone and he said that he wasn't. He also said he doesn't think he could date again, because I basically ruined him. He said after being with me, he knows he couldn't find ( Read more... )

Well it starts out with Christa falling for a guy, who has a girlfriend.They have been secretly seeing each other before and after work. Well he says he is breaking up with his girlfriend that he has 2 kids with, but I am not sure. They are always talking about sex, and I guess they kissed the other day. Christa doesn't seem to care that he is not ( Read more... )

Well not much has changed. I am still lonely. I don't really want to go out, and watch all the guys go for my friends, and end up with no one again. Not that I am expecting my soul mate to be out there, but just a few possible dates. I hate that no matter who I am out with they always get all the attention. I mean really how can the really happen ( Read more... )

I feel so lonely, and yet not. I thought that once I got out and started being more available to guys, that I woul dhave someone that is interested. But nothing. I just feel so hopeless. No one wants me.I can't even get one date. That first night I went out after I moved, seemed like a good begining, but since then it's been down hill. Why is it, ( Read more... )