I never said goodbye. I never said It's over. I never planed to die, to just roll over. I said Time. I miss the rain for all the time it gave us in bed. I miss coffee and bagels. I miss Italian love songs and sonotas in the morning. I'll leave if I need to, i never wanted to encroach. I'd never keep you from your home.

last night was a night of sicky wrists and red hot shirt sleeves, too bad I'm not cool enough, but the knife felt a little deeper this morning and I was right, only it had turned a little in my sleep, too bad it missed my spine then I'd be paralysed, oh forgot, I already am ( Read more... )

Confusion, my mind never settles longer than a minute, then it's off again. I'm lost.

Whatever, I don't care...not about any of this.

I need to focus on me.

I'm tired of every morning.

Time to be and be done.

Time for me.

I had a dream, I did a wheelie.

back right leg hurts, bek needs to show up more often, Monica needs to let him know when she is going away and...the deal breaker is that our house is haunted, by a civil war garb wearing guy. Now that is what I call quality work.

Today was pretty good. I'm finally on the road to employment. Went to the beach, got a little burnt ( Read more... )

Green violent lullaby
the swing, swing, swinging last to try
and music, a soul that cries.
heart attack-ack-acks, a side of fries
a sing, sing, singing, wind rushed by
red light, no brake, and I fly.

Sex, drugs, and self mutilation, like vanilla sky...almost.

I promised that I would try and not post if things are not going too well, but it seems to me that that is one of the only times that I really need to post ( Read more... )

130mph this morning, scary yes, but fun. I don't think I'll go faster than that for a while, or at least until I get the proper gear.