Posted by Nabi...:
Sadly, I can't say anything that would help you in any way except this...Get over it. Girls come and go and if she (and her friend) is causing you trouble, then it sure as hell ain't worth it...It's just love.
I know what you mean Nabi...but this addresses the point that I want to cover...
Well, once again I'm up at 8 in the fuckin morning, thinking too much again. I know it's bad when I'm losing sleep over something >_>. Even when things were bad with the job search I never lost a wink over it.
Anyways...sleeplessness aside...time to address point. The reason I'm still pursuing, Nabi, is because I think Liz is making a mistake. Simply put...she's just confused, doesn't know what's going on or what she wants, so she's over-reacting to something really stupid.
In short...I believe she's running away from the problem. Instead of approaching it, finding a way to fix it, and doing so...she's running. I've told her this too, and she doesn't seem to want to admit it. I wish I could just go over...and hold her...show her what she's missing.
It just doesn't make any sense in my mind how she can be so...willing to through all this away. But ya know what I honestly think? She's afraid of pain. But that's the thing she might not understand. Love and pain is like life and death. You can never have one without the other. If you can withstand the pain that comes along every once in a while...the love at the end is always so sweet. That's why I'm here...to help through the pain, even if I may have caused it.
Please Liz...don't be a coward. You're stronger than that, I know you are. And don't lie to yourself about it either. Be that strong, smart, intelligent, and downright beautiful girl I have grown to love so much. I know she's hidden deep within that tortured body of yours right now, begging to come back out. Just please be strong...if you let me go because of a little pain...it's not going to be a bright future for you...don't run from the pain...
And I think I need to stop rigt now. Aiya -_-;...