Comments | catastropheofme: alex and boys in general

catastropheofme

alex and boys in general

Jan 20, 2005 00:15

ugh i wish i knew what was going on with alex. he wont talk to me. maybe its because of his new girlfriend type person or maybe its just because hes rediculously busy... either way it makes me sad. its turning out just like spencer, drayton and andrew. maybe he'll disappear for a while and then reappear and we will be friends, but i wish we could ( Read more... )

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lil_macgyver January 20 2005, 05:33:15 UTC

very well put. You just summed up my life in one sentence.

catastropheofme January 20 2005, 06:32:09 UTC

i wish he would read this, but i doubt that he reads my journal anymore.?????????????????????????????

JK

but yeah its a sucky feeling... and i want to give him his xmas present >.< its takking up too much room

katesti January 20 2005, 16:41:05 UTC

it just makes me really upset that some one who told me they loved me can forget about me so easily

This is totally how I felt after I broke up with my (former) fiance (not Alex - Josh, back in the fall). Like, this is a guy who was promising to marry me and spend his life with me and all of that romantic, "forever" stuff. And then...then it just felt like that all went away one day. It's a crap feeling, and a little scary, too - if he could stop loving me, what did I do wrong? Will this happen to me again? Blah blah...

Throw me an email or IM me if you ever want to talk, okay?

catastropheofme January 20 2005, 20:30:57 UTC

our relationship was by no means that serious. and i didnt love him, al though i cared/care about him a great deal. i just thought we could be friends, i mean he said he wanted to and we were for a while but now hes seeing someone and in school and not talking to me.