[22] a dischordant note

[catatonicanon]

[This entry is FORWARD-DATED to October 24th. She will reply to this entry for a while before going to seek out Fugue.]

9:32:33
9:32:56

that was when my brother stabbed me
that is when i will die

23 years, 23 seconds, does it make much of a difference in the end?

i am renee. some call me mother. some call me bacon, or christopher walken, or

Comments

[felinemystique]

And you deserve your rest. I hope it's a peaceful one.

[catatonicanon]

knowing i am dead has driven me mad for the years this place has been in existence

nothing could be more peaceful than finally being able to have it

[felinemystique]

I can only imagine. But thank you for your help over the years. I've appreciated it.

[Even if it was done more to hurt Fugue than to help them, Yoruichi is glad for it all the same.]

[catatonicanon]

it was for my own ends rather than anybody else's benefit

but it ended up helping in the end

[mythgravenblade]

I am sorry you were kept to suffer for so long, but know that living in a world with you has changed many--I believe, for the better.

Sleep.

[catatonicanon]

it's strange to think

i hated you all and hated this place for so long, because i believed you would all vanish

my eyes open here as they close outside of here

[mythgravenblade]

Rest, without hate, and have peace.

[catatonicanon]

it has been my greatest desire

[notpissedoff]

Twenty-three years, or seconds. Is that how long Edensphere has existed?

If your floors will vanish... what of his floors?

[catatonicanon]

yes, yes, 23 years

his floors will change

OUR floor remains

[notpissedoff]

The Wilderness?

[catatonicanon]

yes

it was created when our desires came into conflict

it grew into its own ever-changing state

[snowburned]

Be at rest.

[catatonicanon]

after so long

it is hard to believe it is here

[snowburned]

Belief isn't always easy, even when it's true.

I think we'll remember you. Even in this world where everyone forgets.

[catatonicanon]

forgetting is less and less likely

the desire to remember is stronger

[ice_echani]

Exile. I hope your return journey is a peaceful one, and that he might see clearly.

[catatonicanon]

he will

i could always make him listen eventually