(SF) GDYB Series 42: Stupid Time (PG 13)
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thanks for commenting and reading my fics. this has been in my head for sometime. so here is another 'long' fic. also this is to welcome their big brother's comeback. Se7en fighting!! please enjoy ^^ all comments are welcome^0^
Stupid Time
Jiyong was watching his boyfriend performing at Inkigayo. Youngbae looked happy dancing and singing. He had been enjoying his time since the beginning of his comeback.
Jiyong smiled looking at Youngbae but deep down something had been tickling him since when he did not really remember.
It was something that kept reappearing in his head once in awhile and he always ignored it and put it at the deepest of his thought.
Jiyong quickly put it away when Youngbae walked his way smiling after he finished recording.
“Today is a lot better,” said Jiyong with a genuine smile.
Before Youngbae could say anything, girl celebrities, both singers and mcs, came to praise him. Not only that, but also when he walked back to the dressing room, he was stopped every step he took for a word or a bow by these pretty girls. Youngbae still looked very shy but he tried to talk, bow and smile back to them.
These girls being crazy over Youngbae together with some praises and confessions being broadcasted made that tickling thing in Jiyong’s head too strong.
“Where do I have to go next?” Youngbae asked his manager when he was in the room.
“I think it’s all for today. Make sure you take enough rest tonight because you have another MV shoot tomorrow morning,” said the manager.
“Do you have any plan today?” Youngbae asked Jiyong who was lost into his thought. “Jiyong?” he asked again tapping him arm gently.
“Oh! I have a date with Dongwook hyung. He wants me to look at some of his tracks,” said Jiyong pasting a smile on his face.
“I see,” said Youngbae smiling back, “Do you think he is ok if I come along?” He sensed there was something wrong with his boyfriend and did not want leave him alone.
“No, I don’t think so. He will give you a non-stop lecture of why you should take this needed rest. And it may take long, I don’t really sure,” said Jiyong and gave Youngbae another sincere smile.
“Go back and take some rest,” said Jiyong knowing Youngbae was worried although his boyfriend did not know what exactly was troubling him. “I’m OK,” he said assuringly, “really.”
“I see,” said Youngbae knowing the fact that he could not force Jiyong to do anything if he did not want to.
Youngbae looked at Jiyong’s eyes. They said many things he was not sure he knew but one thing he always saw was still there. He sighed and hugged him quickly “Take care,” he said.
“You too,” said Jiyong and they both left the room.
….
“What’s wrong with you, bro?” asked Dongwook after he had to ask the same thing more than three times.
“Sorry hyung. Where are we?” asked Jiyong looking down. He should have known better that he could never play with Dongwook who was like his real brother.
“We won’t go anywhere unless you tell me what’s wrong,” said Dongwook looking seriously. “YB?” he asked.
Jiyong sighed and nodded his head. If there was a person he could talk about anything including their love, it would be Dongwook. He had noticed it since the very start.
“Why?” asked Dongwook. He knew perfectly well how hard to love a celebrity. He and Hanbyul could hardly make it through. However, their attempt was worth it. They were really happy at the moment and he wanted his dongsengs to be happy too.
“Do you think it’s fair for him being with me? I feel like I’m holding him back,” said Jiyong quietly. “There are a lot of pretty girls flirting with him nowadays,” he said looking down at his own knees, “And you know that he’s never had a girlfriend because he is too shy to make the first move. Now there are many girls willing to make the first move for him.”
Jiyong looked up at Dongwook and continued, “You probably think I’m a stupid love sick. I know he loves me, a lot.” He sighed helplessly and said, “But sometimes I really think that he’s with me because he knows I love him. Seriously, I don’t know if our loves are similar. If one day, there is a perfect girl and he loves her the way I love him now, what will happen to us?”
“You are really stupid thinking of something unhealthy like that,” said Dongwook, “Youngbae would have been really pissed if he’s heard you. You know that right?”
“I know, but I just can’t help, hyung,” said Jiyong, “Usually, I don’t let it bother me like this but I don’t know why I can’t do it this time.”
“Are you happy with him?” asked Dongwook.
“Yes, I am and I know he is too,” said Jiyong without hesitation.
“Will you change your mind if Aoi Yuu really wants you to be her boyfriend?” asked Dongwooks.
“No,” said Jiyong.
“Why?” asked Dongwook smilling.
“You know why hyung,” said Jiyong sighing, “Do you think Youngbae will do the same?”
“What do you think bro?” asked Dongwook arching his eyebrow teasingly. He did not have to worry about his dongsengs anymore. Sometimes love just got them so hard but they would be fine. They were his dongsengs after all.
“But he’s never known girls. What if he wants to try then?” asked Jiyong. This was another thing he was worried about. If Youngbae wanted to try girls and if he likes them more, what would he do?
“Youngbae? Never known girls?” asked Dongwook, “He never told you, didn’t he?”
“Told me what?” asked Jiyong. He did not like it already even he did not know what it was.
“He’s never had a girlfriend doesn’t mean he’s never tried,” said Dongwook standing up. “Let’s do it tomorrow. I miss my star already and I think you have something to talk to your sun too,” he said and left the still speechless dragon with his playful laughs.
….
Jiyong did not know how he brought himself back to Youngbae’s room. He had to talk to him but seeing his boyfriend sleeping soundly held him back.
Jiyong lied down next to the sleeping man. He did not know what he was feeling at the moment.
First Jiyong was worried that being with him might be unfair for Youngbae. Then, he doubted about Youngbae’s love for him. They were all stupid as Dongwook said. He thought of them because he believed that Youngbae never knew girls. After what Dongwook said, it seemed he actually had. He should be happy that he did not have to think about them anymore but why did he feel flood of jealousy and anger coming.
However, with sleeping Youngbae, Jiyong decided to talk to him about it later and he sighed.
Youngbae woke up because of the sigh as well as the familiar move and smell next to him.
“You are home,” said Youngbae pulling Jiyong into his embrace.
“Sorry to wake you up,” said Jiyong.
“No, it’s ok,” said Youngbae, “So what’s wrong with you this afternoon?”
“You don’t really sleep but wait for me to ask about this?” said Jiyong feeling of love and warmth all over his body.
“Kind of,” said Youngbae, “I’m really worried.”
Jiyong blindly kissed Youngbae softly and said between their lips, “Thanks.”
“You still have to tell me what it is,” said Youngbae adjusting their bodies into more comfortable position.
After a minute of silence, Jiyong told Youngbae what he had talked to Dongwook.
“I’m sorry,” said Jiyong kissing Youngbae’s chest, “Now it’s your turn to tell me what Dongwook hyung said.”
“Promise me that you won’t freak out,” said Youngbae tightening his hug for just in case.
“Too late baby so tell me,” said Jiyong, “Was it before or after ‘us’?”
“It was long before you told me your feeling. Didn’t I tell you that I realized my love for you before you did?” asked Youngbae and Jiyong shook his head.
“After ‘My Girl’, I realized that I did not want girls that much. But when I looked at you, everything was so different. I was so confused and afraid that I had to talk this out with the hyungs. They said that I had to be sure of my feeling because it was not just my life but yours too.”
“Why did you not say anything?” asked Jiyong.
“Because I was not sure about it at all. And you did not give me any clue that time,” said Youngbae, “Then when we went to the US for the Family’s concerts tour, I did it.”
“Oh, it was that day I could not find any of you and was left with Daesung and little Seunghyun,” said Jiyong thinking back, “What happened next?”
“I just saw your face all over in my head. I could not really do it. I think I might be afraid of you before we really started,” said Youngbae jokingly.
“Then you just kept silent and waited there for another year until I confessed to you?” asked Jiyong unbelievingly.
“If it took a month longer, I would have done something!” said Youngbae teasingly. He kissed the head resting on his chest. Then he turned them over to be able to look itnto Jiyong’s eyes. Even in the dark, he could see the sparkle shining brightly.
“I love you, Jiyong. I really do,” Youngbae said sincerely.
“I love you too, Youngbae,” said Jiyong pulling Yougbae for the passionate kiss.
They were about the start their loving rhythm.
“You have to work tomorrow, baby” said Jiyong panting. He did not sure if he could hold back in case Youngbae had to stop.
“Baby,” said Youngbae snuggling Jiyong’s neck leaving love marks everywhere he passed, “don’t you know this is very healthy for me?” And Youngbae started the rhythm.
….
The next morning at YG office, Dongwook met Youngbae in front of the building.
“Good morning, hyung!” said Youngbae bowing.
“Morning, YB!” said Dongwook, “Where is your other half? We have another date today”
“Oh, I almost forgot. He said he was sorry about last night. He will see you in the afternoon, hyung,” said Youngbae.
“Why can’t he come earlier?” asked Dongwook.
“I think you know why,” said Youngbae smiling shyly, “but hyung, thank you very much about last night.”
“About GD or about what you got later?” asked Dongwook teasingly.
“Hyung!!”
END
thanks for commenting and reading my fics. this has been in my head for sometime. so here is another 'long' fic. also this is to welcome their big brother's comeback. Se7en fighting!! please enjoy ^^ all comments are welcome^0^
Stupid Time
Jiyong was watching his boyfriend performing at Inkigayo. Youngbae looked happy dancing and singing. He had been enjoying his time since the beginning of his comeback.
Jiyong smiled looking at Youngbae but deep down something had been tickling him since when he did not really remember.
It was something that kept reappearing in his head once in awhile and he always ignored it and put it at the deepest of his thought.
Jiyong quickly put it away when Youngbae walked his way smiling after he finished recording.
“Today is a lot better,” said Jiyong with a genuine smile.
Before Youngbae could say anything, girl celebrities, both singers and mcs, came to praise him. Not only that, but also when he walked back to the dressing room, he was stopped every step he took for a word or a bow by these pretty girls. Youngbae still looked very shy but he tried to talk, bow and smile back to them.
These girls being crazy over Youngbae together with some praises and confessions being broadcasted made that tickling thing in Jiyong’s head too strong.
“Where do I have to go next?” Youngbae asked his manager when he was in the room.
“I think it’s all for today. Make sure you take enough rest tonight because you have another MV shoot tomorrow morning,” said the manager.
“Do you have any plan today?” Youngbae asked Jiyong who was lost into his thought. “Jiyong?” he asked again tapping him arm gently.
“Oh! I have a date with Dongwook hyung. He wants me to look at some of his tracks,” said Jiyong pasting a smile on his face.
“I see,” said Youngbae smiling back, “Do you think he is ok if I come along?” He sensed there was something wrong with his boyfriend and did not want leave him alone.
“No, I don’t think so. He will give you a non-stop lecture of why you should take this needed rest. And it may take long, I don’t really sure,” said Jiyong and gave Youngbae another sincere smile.
“Go back and take some rest,” said Jiyong knowing Youngbae was worried although his boyfriend did not know what exactly was troubling him. “I’m OK,” he said assuringly, “really.”
“I see,” said Youngbae knowing the fact that he could not force Jiyong to do anything if he did not want to.
Youngbae looked at Jiyong’s eyes. They said many things he was not sure he knew but one thing he always saw was still there. He sighed and hugged him quickly “Take care,” he said.
“You too,” said Jiyong and they both left the room.
….
“What’s wrong with you, bro?” asked Dongwook after he had to ask the same thing more than three times.
“Sorry hyung. Where are we?” asked Jiyong looking down. He should have known better that he could never play with Dongwook who was like his real brother.
“We won’t go anywhere unless you tell me what’s wrong,” said Dongwook looking seriously. “YB?” he asked.
Jiyong sighed and nodded his head. If there was a person he could talk about anything including their love, it would be Dongwook. He had noticed it since the very start.
“Why?” asked Dongwook. He knew perfectly well how hard to love a celebrity. He and Hanbyul could hardly make it through. However, their attempt was worth it. They were really happy at the moment and he wanted his dongsengs to be happy too.
“Do you think it’s fair for him being with me? I feel like I’m holding him back,” said Jiyong quietly. “There are a lot of pretty girls flirting with him nowadays,” he said looking down at his own knees, “And you know that he’s never had a girlfriend because he is too shy to make the first move. Now there are many girls willing to make the first move for him.”
Jiyong looked up at Dongwook and continued, “You probably think I’m a stupid love sick. I know he loves me, a lot.” He sighed helplessly and said, “But sometimes I really think that he’s with me because he knows I love him. Seriously, I don’t know if our loves are similar. If one day, there is a perfect girl and he loves her the way I love him now, what will happen to us?”
“You are really stupid thinking of something unhealthy like that,” said Dongwook, “Youngbae would have been really pissed if he’s heard you. You know that right?”
“I know, but I just can’t help, hyung,” said Jiyong, “Usually, I don’t let it bother me like this but I don’t know why I can’t do it this time.”
“Are you happy with him?” asked Dongwook.
“Yes, I am and I know he is too,” said Jiyong without hesitation.
“Will you change your mind if Aoi Yuu really wants you to be her boyfriend?” asked Dongwooks.
“No,” said Jiyong.
“Why?” asked Dongwook smilling.
“You know why hyung,” said Jiyong sighing, “Do you think Youngbae will do the same?”
“What do you think bro?” asked Dongwook arching his eyebrow teasingly. He did not have to worry about his dongsengs anymore. Sometimes love just got them so hard but they would be fine. They were his dongsengs after all.
“But he’s never known girls. What if he wants to try then?” asked Jiyong. This was another thing he was worried about. If Youngbae wanted to try girls and if he likes them more, what would he do?
“Youngbae? Never known girls?” asked Dongwook, “He never told you, didn’t he?”
“Told me what?” asked Jiyong. He did not like it already even he did not know what it was.
“He’s never had a girlfriend doesn’t mean he’s never tried,” said Dongwook standing up. “Let’s do it tomorrow. I miss my star already and I think you have something to talk to your sun too,” he said and left the still speechless dragon with his playful laughs.
….
Jiyong did not know how he brought himself back to Youngbae’s room. He had to talk to him but seeing his boyfriend sleeping soundly held him back.
Jiyong lied down next to the sleeping man. He did not know what he was feeling at the moment.
First Jiyong was worried that being with him might be unfair for Youngbae. Then, he doubted about Youngbae’s love for him. They were all stupid as Dongwook said. He thought of them because he believed that Youngbae never knew girls. After what Dongwook said, it seemed he actually had. He should be happy that he did not have to think about them anymore but why did he feel flood of jealousy and anger coming.
However, with sleeping Youngbae, Jiyong decided to talk to him about it later and he sighed.
Youngbae woke up because of the sigh as well as the familiar move and smell next to him.
“You are home,” said Youngbae pulling Jiyong into his embrace.
“Sorry to wake you up,” said Jiyong.
“No, it’s ok,” said Youngbae, “So what’s wrong with you this afternoon?”
“You don’t really sleep but wait for me to ask about this?” said Jiyong feeling of love and warmth all over his body.
“Kind of,” said Youngbae, “I’m really worried.”
Jiyong blindly kissed Youngbae softly and said between their lips, “Thanks.”
“You still have to tell me what it is,” said Youngbae adjusting their bodies into more comfortable position.
After a minute of silence, Jiyong told Youngbae what he had talked to Dongwook.
“I’m sorry,” said Jiyong kissing Youngbae’s chest, “Now it’s your turn to tell me what Dongwook hyung said.”
“Promise me that you won’t freak out,” said Youngbae tightening his hug for just in case.
“Too late baby so tell me,” said Jiyong, “Was it before or after ‘us’?”
“It was long before you told me your feeling. Didn’t I tell you that I realized my love for you before you did?” asked Youngbae and Jiyong shook his head.
“After ‘My Girl’, I realized that I did not want girls that much. But when I looked at you, everything was so different. I was so confused and afraid that I had to talk this out with the hyungs. They said that I had to be sure of my feeling because it was not just my life but yours too.”
“Why did you not say anything?” asked Jiyong.
“Because I was not sure about it at all. And you did not give me any clue that time,” said Youngbae, “Then when we went to the US for the Family’s concerts tour, I did it.”
“Oh, it was that day I could not find any of you and was left with Daesung and little Seunghyun,” said Jiyong thinking back, “What happened next?”
“I just saw your face all over in my head. I could not really do it. I think I might be afraid of you before we really started,” said Youngbae jokingly.
“Then you just kept silent and waited there for another year until I confessed to you?” asked Jiyong unbelievingly.
“If it took a month longer, I would have done something!” said Youngbae teasingly. He kissed the head resting on his chest. Then he turned them over to be able to look itnto Jiyong’s eyes. Even in the dark, he could see the sparkle shining brightly.
“I love you, Jiyong. I really do,” Youngbae said sincerely.
“I love you too, Youngbae,” said Jiyong pulling Yougbae for the passionate kiss.
They were about the start their loving rhythm.
“You have to work tomorrow, baby” said Jiyong panting. He did not sure if he could hold back in case Youngbae had to stop.
“Baby,” said Youngbae snuggling Jiyong’s neck leaving love marks everywhere he passed, “don’t you know this is very healthy for me?” And Youngbae started the rhythm.
….
The next morning at YG office, Dongwook met Youngbae in front of the building.
“Good morning, hyung!” said Youngbae bowing.
“Morning, YB!” said Dongwook, “Where is your other half? We have another date today”
“Oh, I almost forgot. He said he was sorry about last night. He will see you in the afternoon, hyung,” said Youngbae.
“Why can’t he come earlier?” asked Dongwook.
“I think you know why,” said Youngbae smiling shyly, “but hyung, thank you very much about last night.”
“About GD or about what you got later?” asked Dongwook teasingly.
“Hyung!!”
END