(SF) GDYB Series 44: The Best for U (PG 13)
hi everyone ^^
thanks for commenting and reading my fics. here is the one with some idea i like the most. "what u think is the best for me may not bet what i think it is" thanks and full credit to my fav writer who i don't really know his name. all comments are welcome ^^
The Best for U
Jiyong was watching TV with little Seunghyun in their living room. Youngbae was having another live performance for Inkigayo and he won.
The leader wanted to wait for Youngbae who took the flight back after the show. He watched another show that Youngbae had attended. It was “Heroes”.
After the show, maknae turned to Jiyong and he was about to tease him how hot his boyfriend was. He really loved to see the jealous leader. However, he was surprised to see the still leader instead.
“Hyung, aren’t you jealous at all?” asked little Seunghyun.
“Jealous? No. I know how hot my boyfriend is,” said Jiyong. He was too still to be teasing. “I’m going to bed. Good night maknae,” he said and left.
“Good night hyung,” said Seungri to the back of the leader.
….
Youngbae arrived Japan later than he had planned as his flight had been delayed for three hours. When he got back to the apartment, it was too late to wake up the other members especially Jiyong. He then went straight to his room sharing with Daesung and got some needed sleep.
….
The next day
Although Jiyong put on his best professional self, he unintentionally made some space between himself and Youngbae.
After the rehearsal, Youngbae could not really stand that little space. He took Jiyong outside saying they needed some fresh air.
“What’s wrong?” asked Youngbae sitting down on a bench near their dressing cabin.
“Nothing,” said Jiyong sitting next to his boyfriend. He did not know how to put his thinking together.
“Did you watch me last night?” asked Youngbae trying to find what was bothering Jiyong.
“Yes, congratulation,” said Jiyong.
“Thanks, but not that,” said Youngbae, “I’m talking about Heroes.”
“No, I’m not jealous,” said Jiyong knowing what Youngbae was going to ask.
“Then what’s bothering you?” asked Youngbae putting his arm on Jiyong’s shoulder.
Jiyong sighed and looked at Youngbae’s eyes. This was not the right time but he could not avoid talking about it anymore.
Only minutes passed but it felt just like hours.
“I’m thinking that it may be the best for you if we break up,” said Jiyong finally, “I love you and I know that you love me too. But how far can our love go? You will be happier with a pretty girl. You can go out with her in public showing how much you are in love, have wonderful kids like Sean hyung and all those things you will never have with me.”
Youngbae felt anger rushing up as soon as he heard Jiyong’s first sentence. He took his arm back and patiently waited until his turn.
“Don’t ever think and talk about us breaking up again if you don’t want to,” said Youngbae trying his best to calm himself, “What you think is the best for me may not be what I think it is, Jiyong.”
Youngbae got up and walked back to the cabin getting ready for the show. He was angry. Yes, very angry at Jiyong for thinking like that. He knew Jiyong only wanted the best for him. But his boyfriend should never forget that he himself was the only one he wanted to be with. Only with Jiyong that he could have the best life he wanted.
Jiyong blinked once he saw the back of his boyfriend. The pain and anger behind Youngbae’s back hit him hard. He had just done something really stupid again.
….
After the performance, Jiyong tried to talk to Youngbae. He was afraid that his boyfriend might be so angry that he would not talk to him for sometime.
Unexpectedly, Youngbae was waiting for Jiyong to walk together to the van.
“I’m sorry about what I said this afternoon. I’m sorry,” said Jiyong as soon as he stood in front of his boyfriend.
Luckily with the energetic performance, all Youngbae’s anger had gone. He nodded to accept the apology but they still needed to talk things out.
….
“Let’s talk,” said Youngbae once they got on the van. The other members were busy doing their things at the back seat.
“I’m sorry. I don’t want us to break up. I just thought it might be the best for you,” said Jiyong feeling guilty.
“I know,” said Youngbae, “Listen. I don’t need a pretty girl who I can take her around. I don’t need wonderful kids if you can’t have any. If you want, we can look after my brother’s kids or your sister’s.”
“If they will have any,” said Jiyong sarcastically. Hyunbae was still single and although Dami had a boyfriend, she hated kids.
“Do you really want kids,” asked Youngbae.
“No, if you can’t pregnant,” said Jiyong teasingly. He rested his head on Youngbae’s shoulder.
“Are you happy with me? With us?” asked Youngbae. He put his arm around Jiyong’s waist and pulled him closer.
Youngbae smiled as he felt Jiyong nodded his head and hugged him tightly.
“Me too,” said Youngbae, “So how can you think that I will be happy without you?”
“I’m sorry baby, I just thought it might be the best for you,” said Jiyong. He buried himself to Youngbae’s chest.
“How can it be the best for me without you? How can you live happily without me? If you are not happy, then how can I?” said Youngbae caressing Jiyong’s head.
“I’m sorry,” said Jiyong.
“Babo,” said Youngbae kissing Jiyong’s head.
“I love you,” said Jiyong looking up. He was about to kiss Youngbae properly when the van stopped. They had arrived at the airport.
“You owe me a kiss, baby,” said Youngbae getting off the van.
“It’s not my fault!” Jiyong shouted after him.
….
They met Brian on the plane. The two seunghyun were busy talking with him while Daesung was sleeping. Youngbae sitting next to Jiyong behind them leaned to the leader.
“I want my kiss,” whispered Youngbae.
Although no one really paid attention to the couple, Jiyong was not familiar with showing his love in public.
“Hurry,” urged Youngbae. He rested his head at his seat waiting.
Soon Youngbae felt a quick but soft and sweet touch on his lips. When he opened his eyes, Jiyong turned another way pretending to be asleep.
Youngbae chuckled and took one of Jiyong’s hands in his.
Jiyong with his eyes close smiled slightly. He turned his head back and rested it on Youngbae’s shoulder.
Their hands were together all the flight back home.
….
Brian waved at Jiyong when he was at the gate.
“Hyung?” asked Jiyong.
“Jiyong,” said Brian keeping his voice low, “It’s obvious that you guys are in love so you don’t have to do it in public. Hyung is jealous.”
With that Brian left the speechless Jiyong.
If Jiyong were a bomb, he could have exploded already. He was so embarrassed that he nearly took the wrong step when he walked out of the gate. Luckily Youngbae called him out of the daze but it was Youngbae’s fault to begin with, wasn’t it?
END ^^
thanks for commenting and reading my fics. here is the one with some idea i like the most. "what u think is the best for me may not bet what i think it is" thanks and full credit to my fav writer who i don't really know his name. all comments are welcome ^^
The Best for U
Jiyong was watching TV with little Seunghyun in their living room. Youngbae was having another live performance for Inkigayo and he won.
The leader wanted to wait for Youngbae who took the flight back after the show. He watched another show that Youngbae had attended. It was “Heroes”.
After the show, maknae turned to Jiyong and he was about to tease him how hot his boyfriend was. He really loved to see the jealous leader. However, he was surprised to see the still leader instead.
“Hyung, aren’t you jealous at all?” asked little Seunghyun.
“Jealous? No. I know how hot my boyfriend is,” said Jiyong. He was too still to be teasing. “I’m going to bed. Good night maknae,” he said and left.
“Good night hyung,” said Seungri to the back of the leader.
….
Youngbae arrived Japan later than he had planned as his flight had been delayed for three hours. When he got back to the apartment, it was too late to wake up the other members especially Jiyong. He then went straight to his room sharing with Daesung and got some needed sleep.
….
The next day
Although Jiyong put on his best professional self, he unintentionally made some space between himself and Youngbae.
After the rehearsal, Youngbae could not really stand that little space. He took Jiyong outside saying they needed some fresh air.
“What’s wrong?” asked Youngbae sitting down on a bench near their dressing cabin.
“Nothing,” said Jiyong sitting next to his boyfriend. He did not know how to put his thinking together.
“Did you watch me last night?” asked Youngbae trying to find what was bothering Jiyong.
“Yes, congratulation,” said Jiyong.
“Thanks, but not that,” said Youngbae, “I’m talking about Heroes.”
“No, I’m not jealous,” said Jiyong knowing what Youngbae was going to ask.
“Then what’s bothering you?” asked Youngbae putting his arm on Jiyong’s shoulder.
Jiyong sighed and looked at Youngbae’s eyes. This was not the right time but he could not avoid talking about it anymore.
Only minutes passed but it felt just like hours.
“I’m thinking that it may be the best for you if we break up,” said Jiyong finally, “I love you and I know that you love me too. But how far can our love go? You will be happier with a pretty girl. You can go out with her in public showing how much you are in love, have wonderful kids like Sean hyung and all those things you will never have with me.”
Youngbae felt anger rushing up as soon as he heard Jiyong’s first sentence. He took his arm back and patiently waited until his turn.
“Don’t ever think and talk about us breaking up again if you don’t want to,” said Youngbae trying his best to calm himself, “What you think is the best for me may not be what I think it is, Jiyong.”
Youngbae got up and walked back to the cabin getting ready for the show. He was angry. Yes, very angry at Jiyong for thinking like that. He knew Jiyong only wanted the best for him. But his boyfriend should never forget that he himself was the only one he wanted to be with. Only with Jiyong that he could have the best life he wanted.
Jiyong blinked once he saw the back of his boyfriend. The pain and anger behind Youngbae’s back hit him hard. He had just done something really stupid again.
….
After the performance, Jiyong tried to talk to Youngbae. He was afraid that his boyfriend might be so angry that he would not talk to him for sometime.
Unexpectedly, Youngbae was waiting for Jiyong to walk together to the van.
“I’m sorry about what I said this afternoon. I’m sorry,” said Jiyong as soon as he stood in front of his boyfriend.
Luckily with the energetic performance, all Youngbae’s anger had gone. He nodded to accept the apology but they still needed to talk things out.
….
“Let’s talk,” said Youngbae once they got on the van. The other members were busy doing their things at the back seat.
“I’m sorry. I don’t want us to break up. I just thought it might be the best for you,” said Jiyong feeling guilty.
“I know,” said Youngbae, “Listen. I don’t need a pretty girl who I can take her around. I don’t need wonderful kids if you can’t have any. If you want, we can look after my brother’s kids or your sister’s.”
“If they will have any,” said Jiyong sarcastically. Hyunbae was still single and although Dami had a boyfriend, she hated kids.
“Do you really want kids,” asked Youngbae.
“No, if you can’t pregnant,” said Jiyong teasingly. He rested his head on Youngbae’s shoulder.
“Are you happy with me? With us?” asked Youngbae. He put his arm around Jiyong’s waist and pulled him closer.
Youngbae smiled as he felt Jiyong nodded his head and hugged him tightly.
“Me too,” said Youngbae, “So how can you think that I will be happy without you?”
“I’m sorry baby, I just thought it might be the best for you,” said Jiyong. He buried himself to Youngbae’s chest.
“How can it be the best for me without you? How can you live happily without me? If you are not happy, then how can I?” said Youngbae caressing Jiyong’s head.
“I’m sorry,” said Jiyong.
“Babo,” said Youngbae kissing Jiyong’s head.
“I love you,” said Jiyong looking up. He was about to kiss Youngbae properly when the van stopped. They had arrived at the airport.
“You owe me a kiss, baby,” said Youngbae getting off the van.
“It’s not my fault!” Jiyong shouted after him.
….
They met Brian on the plane. The two seunghyun were busy talking with him while Daesung was sleeping. Youngbae sitting next to Jiyong behind them leaned to the leader.
“I want my kiss,” whispered Youngbae.
Although no one really paid attention to the couple, Jiyong was not familiar with showing his love in public.
“Hurry,” urged Youngbae. He rested his head at his seat waiting.
Soon Youngbae felt a quick but soft and sweet touch on his lips. When he opened his eyes, Jiyong turned another way pretending to be asleep.
Youngbae chuckled and took one of Jiyong’s hands in his.
Jiyong with his eyes close smiled slightly. He turned his head back and rested it on Youngbae’s shoulder.
Their hands were together all the flight back home.
….
Brian waved at Jiyong when he was at the gate.
“Hyung?” asked Jiyong.
“Jiyong,” said Brian keeping his voice low, “It’s obvious that you guys are in love so you don’t have to do it in public. Hyung is jealous.”
With that Brian left the speechless Jiyong.
If Jiyong were a bomb, he could have exploded already. He was so embarrassed that he nearly took the wrong step when he walked out of the gate. Luckily Youngbae called him out of the daze but it was Youngbae’s fault to begin with, wasn’t it?
END ^^