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Part 12
Youngbae was playing with his phone. He looked at it like he was waiting for a call from ‘someone’ and sometimes like he wanted to make a call himself.
The guys kept him in the dark one whole day before telling him where Jiyong had gone. They really wanted him to go crazy.
Youngbae was surprised that they knew his feeling before he told them anything. Was he that obvious?
That wasn’t exactly what he thought at the moment. He wondered why Jiyong did not tell him anything about his trip to France.
Was it because of him? Youngbae could only ask himself. It might be. What if Jiyong was giving up on him? What would he do? It could not be! Then why didn’t Jiyong call him even once?
Youngbae was still playing with his phone when Teddy came into the studio. The latter waited for the greeting from the younger but it would take forever.
“YB!” Teddy shouted.
“Omo! Hyung!,” cried Youngbae, “It’s you again! You really want me to have a heart attack, don’t you?”
“It’s not my first shout,” said Teddy, “Have you talked to her?”
“Hana?” said Youngbae, “Two days ago and we are done.”
“What about ‘HER’?” asked Teddy setting next to Youngbae.
“Her? Who?” Youngbae asked back. He did not have any girl left.
“Who?” asked Teddy unbelievably, “the one you keep thinking of!”
“Oh!” said Youngbae, “No, I haven’t.”
“That’s why you keep playing with your phone?” said Teddy, “Man, go ahead and give her a call.”
Youngbae sighed and looked at Teddy then he sighed again.
Teddy raised his eyebrow questioningly.
“Hyung,” said Youngbae and paused.
“What?” Teddy asked and waited.
“If you just found out that you had a feeling for someone,” said Youngbae, “but it might be too late, what would you do?”
Teddy looked at Youngbae and saw how seriously his junior was. Then he said, “It depends. But why too late? There is no ‘too late’ until we give it up, Youngbae ah.”
Youngbae did not know what to say. He did not know if Jiyong gave up on him or not. If he didn’t, why didn’t he call him?
“Bro,” said Teddy, “how do you know that she is giving up on you? You haven’t called her yet.”
“I can’t,” said Youngbae. He was afraid too find out the answer.
“Why can’t you?” asked Teddy, “Who is she?”
Youngbae didn’t say anything. He kept looking at his hands on his laps.
“Listen,” said Teddy, “you will go nowhere just thinking about the place. You have to act. Even she is giving you up, try to hold her back and tell her how you feel. If she is the one, both of you will find the way.”
Youngbae looked at Teddy gratefully and said, “Thank you hyung.”
“Anytime,” said Teddy, “You are my brother. You know that you can come to me anytime, right?”
“Yeah, I know,” said Youngbae. He was still looking at Teddy thinking.
“What?” asked Teddy.
“Hyung,” said Youngbae, “can I just fly to Paris right now?”
“No, you can’t,” said Teddy, “YG hyung will kill you if you mess your schedule. But why?”
Youngbae looked at Teddy and took a really deep breath. “Promise me hyung. Don’t freak out,” he said helplessly.
Teddy nodded.
“It’s Jiyong.”
…
Teddy didn’t say anything. He sighed and looked at Youngbae.
“I’m sorry,” said Youngbae looking at the floor.
Teddy sighed again and sat down. “Come here,” he said.
Youngbae sat next to Teddy and was ready to be scolded or whatever he deserved.
“I’m sorry hyung,” said Youngbae looking down at his hands holding tightly on his lap.
“No, don’t be. It’s not your fault,” said Teddy.
“So, you don’t hate me for falling for another man,” Youngbae asked, “You don’t find me disgusting?”
“No,” said Teddy seriously, “You are my brother. As long as you guys are happy, I’m ok with anything.”
“But?” Youngbae waited Teddy to continue.
Minutes passed before Teddy continued, “We, I mean, YG, Sean hyung, Jinu hyung, Dongwook and I have talked about you and Jiyong. We saw something but we wished we were wrong. Seeing both of you, especially you, date a girl we thought we really got it the wrong way. But it looks like we are right.”
“About me and Jiyong?” asked Youngbae, “So you guys don’t want us together?”
“No, we don’t,” said Teddy, “Not because you are guys but it will be so dammed hard for both of you in the world of idols. It will be too hard and we don’t want our favorite brothers to get hurt.”
“I know,” said Youngbae, “and I think you guys may not have to worry about it. We are not together yet.”
“Are you sure about this?” Teddy asked, “You said it like you didn’t know yourself and the dragon.”
TBC ^^