remember when i was nineteen and running around europe ( Read more... )

this summer is so different.

i feel God today

i need a good book to read. something to get me thinking, make me feel interesting, intelligent, and edgy. something that will provoke thoughts and feelings and get my mind working again.
ive been living sucha day to day life , not stimulating my thoughts, and i feel liek its all coming apart.

i almost called you tonight.

the farther i get , and the more time that elapses , i am afraid the more i will forget, or become indifferent to my feelings from last semester and my longing to return. i fear these will be replaced by fear and new priorities put in place ( Read more... )

i left a different me in madrid.

devastated.

i am seventeen years old ( Read more... )

trying to find reasons why its ok. this is what i want for my life, for my right now. im young, im alive, and ive found a place that is completely home. but my experience is almost over. everyone is scattering . and i have to leave this city without knowing when i will see it again and in what context. there are so many things still to experience, ( Read more... )