i haven't been able to cheer up. i feel like i am one really mean person. i mean my sister is all nice to me and i look at her and i can't come to laugh at it. there are instances but they are very rare. friends before family. i believe it now. i might not get to see all the people i want. no need to see this summer. i mean my mom said to me last ( Read more... )

things have been amazingly confusing lately. i hate to be confused.

i need a car. well a license wouldn't hurt either.

Is everything really this hard?

new semester started today. i like my new schedule. tiffany is in my study hall now and i have rachel and sarah in my computer class. its keyboarding and that is literally all we do. we can't get on the internet or right click. its so gay. wow.

<3

mara came over last night. we watched wicker park. awesome movie by the way. but onto my story ( Read more... )

i feel so alone. i am so sad. i miss to many people. i have basically no one here for me. i mean tiff is here but i miss allison. to much. (miss you too chelsea. <3) allison hates nevada and i hate it too. i haven't talked to her in like 5 days. it feels like a year. im so alone. i need a hug. a bear hug ( Read more... )

snow. all i have to say.

it is so fucking cold. holy crap. i need to go study under the covers. brrrr. ::shivers::


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wow_____

(i won't do as many as chels did.) haha

school sucks ass.
so tired.