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catching_tigers

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Aug 31, 2005 20:15

the rocks were always too smooth and the grass always too slippery, the earth unstable beneath my feet. so i walk along the black asphalt, stretching miles ahead (nobody knows where it ends) and i stare at the spotted ground--rust stains where the water ran uphill. and every so often, i look off to the side, seeing grey concrete dotting the grass, ( Read more... )

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kbcommando September 1 2005, 01:26:03 UTC

lovely. i wish i could come take you far far away!

catching_tigers September 1 2005, 02:19:01 UTC

heh. thanks. thats just what i did today and the thoughts that came to me while i was doing it. i walked and watched the planes take off at the airport and i tried to see shapes in the clouds. and i walked along the railroad tracks and wished i could just fall asleep right then and there and never even have to see the train coming.

nouveau_jour March 19 2007, 03:08:21 UTC

when i read stuff like this from you it reminds me of how much i miss you and being able to talk to you and that far off time and place when we thought we understood one another.

i love you and i hope your happy and i wish you would call because i dont know how or if that makes any sense at all. im at work and i cant think about anything at all except for hdmi cables and input settings and searching for sat signals and sometimes inside i think there is no signal at all, can't be in order for me to keep on processing all of this.

*hugs*

catching_tigers March 19 2007, 15:30:27 UTC

blargle :( i miss you too. and honestly, i think we did understand each other fairly well. there was always just so much in between, in every situation, that sometimes it was impossible for us to seem like anything but perfect strangers. i think it was just easier that way sometimes. easier for me, at least. but i dont know. and sometimes i think youre right. maybe sometimes there IS no signal. what else would you be searching for. sometimes i think thats even what life is. just searching for something that you were told existed, so you have something to get up for every morning. i guess if you find a shadow of it before you die, at least thats something. but if you never find anything at all? i dont know if its because your eyes were closed, or you didnt believe hard enough, or maybe... maybe you just didnt want it bad enough to pretend it was there. *shrugs* if you get this, let me know when i can call today. i work from 12.30-4.30 and im trying to think of when is good to call, based on when you said i could call and what days you ( ... )

nouveau_jour March 19 2007, 16:41:38 UTC

im about to walk out the door for work in twenty minutes, so today isn't good unless you want to call tommorrow bc I'm off tommorrow? any time tommorrow, really...

love you too

catching_tigers March 20 2007, 00:48:35 UTC

okies. ill do my best to call tomorrow. have an interview and work, though, and then i dont know what