i haven't written in like two weeks... for a while i didnt go online a lot and i realized that i spent my time a lot better. lol, yeah, i kind of got a life i guess. i've been looking at prom dresses online and i realized that i really really like vera wang. like, i think that if i can, i'm gonna get a vera wang bridesmaid dress. i dont know if ( Read more... )

so plans in the works for spring break and beach week and week after beach week. money is the main problem for all that, but it shouldn't be too hard to get as soon as i get a job, and as long as my parents pay for some of it. and parents? theyre already practically saying goodbye. so i'm excited, and things are looking up ( Read more... )

i hate that sometimes i feel like i am seen as "the girl who is friends with ___________" yknow? it just kind of sucks to feel like that people don't know me as an actual person. i mean its not like i care about every little thing people think or say, but i'd rather people didn't think of me like that.

i dont know. today was a weird day.

In the year 2005 I resolve to:

Procrastinate more.

Get your resolution here

...more than what? 2004? i really don't think that's possible. (rememebr my declaration of independence last year for pep's class was a declaration from procrastination? point proven ( Read more... )

maybe the only reason everyone thinks that senior year sucks is because they are wasting all their time worrying about it not sucking. either get out there and find something to actually do, or enjoy what you are doing at the moment. sitting around talking with four of your best friends (who you'll be leaving in a short six months) on a saturday ( Read more... )

i dont have anything else to say.

check it, from my horoscope today: Enigmas are solved and puzzles pieced together as others reveal crucial information. ... well that def happened, just not in the ways that i thought it would or that i wanted it to. oh well, theres always possibilities, yes? yes.

and now, there is one possibility and its that i'm going to bed.

fuck it. i can't do this again. i know it's getting bad when i lie to myself more often than i lie to other people.

i made a state, like lauren. you can get to it from hers. it def the new lj. ... someone spray painted "ass" in big red letters every several feet on the sidewalk in my neighborhood. made my run a little amusing, for how i love the ghettoness of QV. i need to start drinking more tea because i am more and more addicted to starbucks. like, i have had ( Read more... )

can't the weather outside just get frightful already?? the little snow we had today was such a tease. oh well, i still got really excited when i saw that it was flurrying. i'm gonna miss winter. this week is going to be really stressful toward the end i think, because right now i'm not feeling too worried about anything, which i think means that ( Read more... )