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Is it weird, that she's the first thing I think about when I wake up? I wonder if Cassandra is awake, yet. I almost kissed her. Once. We were in my room. On my bed. Oh, Helga. I was on her LAP!
..Girls really shouldn't think about that with other girls. But I just.. I like her so much. Maybe I'm confusing friendship with something more. It's just the way she looks at me. I can't help myself.
I wrote something. And.. it's the only way I can bring this up. I can't just talk to her about it. She'll think I'm nutters.
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Cassandra.. how.. how are you? I wrote you a poem. Thought you should read it.
I died once.
It was quick. Painless.
In your arms, as it were.
I said I love you.
You stared back.
Did I say it? Or did I just think it?
I thought it.
I said goodbye.
In your arms.
Held me safe and close.
That you knew.
Oh.
That you knew.
I died once.
But not anymore.
Not really dead.
Just frozen. In time. In love. In space. In emotion.
Waiting. Waiting.
Break me free.
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The castle has certainly been exciting of late, I hear. I'm just sorry I've been holed up in my room and missed it all. Very depressing, that. But I don't think I'll be coming out any time soon.
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Greta
..Girls really shouldn't think about that with other girls. But I just.. I like her so much. Maybe I'm confusing friendship with something more. It's just the way she looks at me. I can't help myself.
I wrote something. And.. it's the only way I can bring this up. I can't just talk to her about it. She'll think I'm nutters.
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Cassandra.. how.. how are you? I wrote you a poem. Thought you should read it.
I died once.
It was quick. Painless.
In your arms, as it were.
I said I love you.
You stared back.
Did I say it? Or did I just think it?
I thought it.
I said goodbye.
In your arms.
Held me safe and close.
That you knew.
Oh.
That you knew.
I died once.
But not anymore.
Not really dead.
Just frozen. In time. In love. In space. In emotion.
Waiting. Waiting.
Break me free.
--
The castle has certainly been exciting of late, I hear. I'm just sorry I've been holed up in my room and missed it all. Very depressing, that. But I don't think I'll be coming out any time soon.
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Greta