someone from a job needs to call me today. the end.

so, as all of you probably know, i have been really excited about getting married in hawaii. it would have been just a really easy thing ( Read more... )

things have been very hard lately. i'm not working. unemployment people are paper pushers and don't care about the situation they put people in by delaying their checks by three weeks...and i have overdue bills. i'm not at a happy place right now. brandon keeps telling me i need to stay focused and positive, but in this situation, it's really hard ( Read more... )

i am sore. i have been exercising like a madwoman...in the hopes that i can get somewhat fit before the wedding next year. we are pretty much changing our entire lifestyle to do it. and i feel really good! i have a lot more energy than i had before. today was the first day that i took a nap - and only for 45 minutes. i've been going to classes and ( Read more... )

this is the first time i have ever gone to a library at school, other than being forced to do so. it's kind of odd, but i like it in here. it's very quiet, which actually gives me the chance to read and study without being distracted. and i like the smell of old books. the ambience is fantastic. plus, this library is brand new and really beautiful ( Read more... )

so i'm very irritated. i printed out a copy of my "tda" which is an audit for my transfer status, what classes i need to take and finish for my major, and etc. it says i need to take english - which is a no-go - i took the AP class and test and passed, and not only that but that i have to take biology, again, even though i took it ( Read more... )

Things are going ok...I just wish I had a job. I am stil freelancing, and trying to make some money doing that; but it's not enough. I have a few interviews this week, so I am feeling hopeful about that. It's just very frustrating - not working. I want to find something as soon as possible, so I can contribute ( Read more... )

that's what is playing the background right now. brandon is playing it - it's got really catchy tunes ( Read more... )

so i am sitting in bed, typing this post, and brandon is next to me sleeping away and snoring. i don't mind. it's actually kind of a reassuring, comforting sound ( Read more... )

it feels weird to have a day off and not even be working...oh well, i guess i should welcome the quiet. our new place is awesome. the neighborhood is safe and we are so close to so many things, i don't have to drive much ( Read more... )