the dangerously intoxicating nature of dreams

[cathaarsix]

i had a dream last night which has haunted me all day. i don't remember very much, but what i do recall centers around this girl (well, woman really. she's a mother now, and married i believe) names Cici. (gainesvilllians will recognize her from around town) to whom, i believe i was married to in the dream. we existed in an unnaturally blissful

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Re: Questions, questions

[cathaarsix]

sorry abot last night; we'll do some beers soon though.

as to the dream, i just don't know. the whole thing feels arbitrary, but i feel like ther must be something going onin my subconscious.

don't worry, i am totally at the Scarnival. if we go out, we come back saturday during the day. but we probably won't even leave town.

[naomi_imoan]

maybe that means you're interested i the idea of marriage? hey you never know. i would go for beers with you if i was a guy.

[cathaarsix]

well, i am interested in marrige; and also inexplicably wary of it. i want kids and all that, but the whole dream feels arbitrary. it's left me confused.

[naomi_imoan]

it's not arbitrary, i promise it is reality.

[cathaarsix]

how can you promise this? have you been inside my brain? (kidding) it's just the joy, which is wholly without meaning that felt arbitrary. maybe it has some relation to what i want from life, but it just feels like my subconscious pressed the "happy" button on me, unrelated to anything in the phenomenological world.

[post_ironic]

hmmmm... i might could be down for some boys nightage. i've got some reading to do for class, and i'm eating with sarah at a friend's house at 9, so i mightn't be available until like 10ish. gimme a call.

[vicariance]

shit, I'm going out with the girls if they let me :)