lil'updates

[catharsys]

Just doing a daily check on myspace and ran across my ex being 13 weeks pregnant. Total shocker on so many levels. For one, the reason we broke up is due to the fact that I have Jack in my life. I hope her and the baby's dad all the best

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[twilight]

i wish i would dream of him.

[datingxperiment]

i dream about him at least 3-4 times a week. sometimes the dreams are too fuzzy to remember but most of the time I'll wake up and think, "oh, Dad came to see me again." I'm freaked out that one of these days ill stop having them

[twilight]

ah christ. closing my door again cuz of the tears.

i have only had dreams with him in them twice. but he's always silent, always at a distance, for a few seconds. still haven't dreamed of him. it's so weird -- usually with something tragic, it happens all the time. instead i just get sick fucked up dreams.