I stopped shedding real tears months ago but lately every night i still cry in my dreams

i pray before bed, god give me a clean heart

* i went to the sunset bar and grill with elyse to see joe who we haven't seen in forever and we were psyched. on the way i didn't feel so well but we went anyway. towards the end of dinner i felt so queasy that i couldn't get up and proceded to puke into my half drunk glass of ginger ale which was all i had trusted myself to drink. the worst ( Read more... )

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"'Dearest...I am writing you once more now, night...brings a silence that helps me talk to you, and I wonder...could you be remembering too, sad dreams...of this strange love affair. My dear...although life may never let us meet again, and we- becasue of fate- must always live apart...I swear, this heart of mine will be always yours...my thoughts ( Read more... )

i have a headache
and the fact that i'm soon to be living in weymouth alone is sinking in.
the fact that i am indebted to my job is killing me.
mayeb oregon will be a good break.

i still don't know who sent me roses.
i still don't knwo what i'm doing but i'm letting it all just push me ahead.

AN ONGOING PROBLEM IN THE TATREAU/WHITE HOUSEHOLD: CLOGGED DRAIN ( Read more... )

At my new job I process flowers: price, tape, chop, rubber band, water bucket and tea bag. I also do lost of other stuff like water, deadhead and giftwrap.
It has kept me occupied for the past three weeks and thank god for that.
Today we got jasmine plants whose buds look liek penises.

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MIKEU GOT ME THE BEST GIFT EVER
AND I'M DRUNK A LITTLE

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I do some of the most mindless stuff sometimes that really pisses people off ( Read more... )