Real Life
Okay, Real life is kicking my ass right now.
Everyone keeps telling me I need to look at my future. What do I want to do with my life? It's giving me serious flashbacks to sitting in my high school councelor's office, her staring me down and interrogating me. I know I want to write, and read, but where do I start? That's the one thing holding me back. Well, that and the fear of rejection, along with my inability to talk to strangers. I need to find a temp job for the moment and I haven't even started looking. It's getting to a point that I don't even want to call my parents because all we do is argue about money. It's sincerly becoming a pain in the ass. I'm trying to look at the positives, but those are severly lacking. My dad loves me to a point where he'll pay for me to do anything because he believes I truely want to accomplish something, but I feel like I'm letting him down. Anyway, enough about my depressing real life...
I've developed a new obsession with the House and Stacy relationship. They were a genuine couple, even if she was married. It was incredible to see House that happy, and their kiss was SO hot! :D
*sigh* I feel mushy, and I love it!
Everyone keeps telling me I need to look at my future. What do I want to do with my life? It's giving me serious flashbacks to sitting in my high school councelor's office, her staring me down and interrogating me. I know I want to write, and read, but where do I start? That's the one thing holding me back. Well, that and the fear of rejection, along with my inability to talk to strangers. I need to find a temp job for the moment and I haven't even started looking. It's getting to a point that I don't even want to call my parents because all we do is argue about money. It's sincerly becoming a pain in the ass. I'm trying to look at the positives, but those are severly lacking. My dad loves me to a point where he'll pay for me to do anything because he believes I truely want to accomplish something, but I feel like I'm letting him down. Anyway, enough about my depressing real life...
I've developed a new obsession with the House and Stacy relationship. They were a genuine couple, even if she was married. It was incredible to see House that happy, and their kiss was SO hot! :D
*sigh* I feel mushy, and I love it!