I'm so tired of being tired.

I'm tired of the constant circles under my eyes, the constant dispirited spirit, the constant having to physically force myself out of bed at ungodly hours in the morning.

All I want to do is sleep.  But Paradise Lost isn't going to read itself.  Spanish vocab words won't memorize themselves, and econ problems won't ( Read more... )

i don't know what it is about government that makes me want to procrastinate.

seriously.

i know perfectly well that i don't know any of the information.  i know perfectly well that i've failed the past two tests.. something i haven't done in quite a while.  i know perfectly well that william and mary wants to see my first semester grades and won't ( Read more... )

so today was kind of chill. nothing big.. work, then holden's to work on a government project, then hung out with sarah for a little bit, then to office max and panera, then getting into college.

... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that's right, your eyes aren't deceiving you. i got an admissions letter from randolph-macon college.

now, i'm going ( Read more... )

okay.  normally i'm not a big television person, but i just had to say this.

if jim (jim) doesn't get over himself and kiss pam by the end of this season of the office, i may just hurt something.

i mean, honestly.  can't you just feel the sexual tension?  there's just so much.  he has such a thing for her.  and she's engaged.  damn it, because they ( Read more... )

stories like this make me want to cry, and not in a good way.

that's coach harvey's brother. just a normal family.  house in the suburbs, two kids.  she owned a store, he had a band.  regular, everyday people, just living their lives.

...i can't even begin to comprehend it.

it's 2006.

weird.

it always seemed like two thousand six was such a long way away. the year i graduate. the year i go to college. it's just strange, is all.

vmi is currently playing maryland on tv in basketball.  given that maryland is consistently in the top ten and vmi is consistently in the bottom ten, the mood around the house is kind of somber.

work was awesome today.  we didn't have to do any kind of maintenance, and there were three guards, so we did twenty minute rotations.  twenty minute break ( Read more... )

what kind of a person would assign her class to watch apocalypse now over the christmas holidays?

oh, that's right. mrs. baylor would.

now, i hated heart of darkness. psychological books with little to no plot development irritate me.

i absolutely, totally, completely LOATHED apocalypse now ( Read more... )

holy shit.  just wait til people start falling down.

yesterday was really, really wonderful.  i sang at the 5 oclock christmas eve service, and then mom, dad, and i went to the 11 oclock service, so i didn't get into bed til late.  well, it was actually normal for me, but late for everyone else.  :/

anyway!  we all woke up around 10:30ish... really late, considering it was christmas day!  mom and dad ( Read more... )