Fanfiction : What Love Is
Pairing : Peter Hyun / you, Peter / OC, mentioned Chance and Sky of OneWay
Genre : Fanfiction Romance, G
Summary: If you could define love, how would you it be?
It was a usual day in Seoul. You were sitting next to the floor-to-ceiling glass window with your knees folded against your chest, hands covering your knees. Staring blankly at the view outside. It’s raining. The glass felt cold on your cheek. Somewhat, you felt strangely contented. Strangely, considering the state you were in now. Thoughts running around your head. Absentmindedly, you let out a sigh.
“Hey, what’s with the sigh?” the sound startled you a bit. Turning your head, you smiled to the person now sitting next to you, poking your cheek.
“Hey, Pete. How’s the recording?”
“Doin’ fine. Still needs polish here and there though. Chance and Sky are working that out. They said I need rest and practically kicked me out of the studio” he laughed a little. “Hey, the rain’s stopped” he said looking out the window.
“Yeah”
“How about we go out now? Let’s have a drink or two” he asked you.
“I don’t know…” you hesitated.
“Come on…” he poked your rib playfully. “It’s been a long time since we hang out together”
“Uhm.. Okay”
“Cool. Let’s hit the road” he stood up and ruffled your hair while laughing.
“Hey! What’s that for?”
He just laughed it off, taking his jacket and his car keys on his way out. You stayed still. The warmness somehow still lingered on where he touched you. “Wait up!!” you followed him outside your apartment.
The club was surprisingly almost empty. Not that that was problem anyway. Since you liked it the most because of its coziness and its soothing atmosphere. While other people like it loud and noisy, you like it better with the opposite. Peter chose the table in the corner. It’s quite secluded from the main entry. Giving you a bit privacy, although it’s not like you’re gonna do ‘anything private’ there. Your cheeks blushed a shade of pink at that thought. You shook your head and scolded yourself ‘Get a grip!’
Both of you were enjoying your soju. Chatting and laughing in between. He had his 6th bottles already, looked a little tipsy. You’ve had your 3rd but still sober enough. Well, more sober than him actually. Someone has to drive the car home.
He’s laughing very hard now at some lame jokes you shared. You looked at him, amazed on how beautiful his voice was even though it was only a laugh.
“Pete, what do you think love is?” you blurted out suddenly.
He stopped laughing. Stared at you a bit and smiled that usual smile of him. “Why’d you ask?”
You shrugged your shoulder. “Just wanna know.”
He stares at you again for few seconds. “Well…” he gazed away and drank his soju. He put the bottle on the table before he continued, eyes still gazing and smiled, “Love is when you feel butterflies… starts from your stomach up to your spines, every time you see that person… it feels weird and delicious at the same time it got you addicted… and then you can’t stand for not being able to see, nor hear that person’s voice, to be not near that person…” he drank his bottle again.
You fixed your eyes on him. Capturing every detail with your brain. Not even blinking your eyes, felt afraid to do so.
“It’s when you found every flaw on that person, and think that it’s perfection… The rights and wrongs are all forgotten…and…you think that the person is beautiful… even on the ugliest of days…” he chuckled at his own sentence.
“It’s when that person is the whole world in your eyes…and…you’d willing to do anything…just for that particular person….” he sighed and continued, " I think that love is that fierce protection you feel toward a certain person…when you can’t get them out of your head… That person’s smile burned in your eyes…. That person’s laugh…is like…music to your ears” finishing it with contented smile, he looked back at you.
“So, that means I’m in love with you Pete” you desperately want to say that to him. Explain how he has stolen your heart, giving you those weird feeling and deep blushings every time he smiles or looks at you or at those times when he simply wiped the bangs covered your eyes. “I’m in love with you, Pete.” You want to say it to him right then and there.
You opened your lips. Locking your eyes with those beautiful dark eyes of him which never fail to capture your heart. “Cheesy.”
“What?!”
“Heheheheheh…. Kidding.” You grinned widely. “So, it means you do love her that much, don’t you?” you teased him.
Although deep in your heart you felt knives stabbed you over and over and over….
“Aish… stop teasing me. Of course I love her.” He blushed a little.
Yeah, I know. That’s why I couldn’t tell you what I wanted to tell you all this time.
He suddenly looked back at you as if realized something, “Omo! Are you in love? Aw!! My little sister’s finally grow up! Who is it? Tell me, tell me, tell me!!” He shakes your shoulder eagerly.
Yes, I’m in love. I’m in love with you.
You smiled.
You looked at your watch, getting away from his grip.
11.30.
“Okay, it’s about time to get you home.” You stood up, wearing your jacket as you did so.
“Hey! You haven’t answered…. my question!” he stood up also, and failed at it. He’s definitely drunk.
You sighed. Draping his arm over your shoulder, “Come on. I’ll drive, okay? You have to stay alive.” You chuckled a bit, “well, at least until your wedding next week.”
“You know….you’ll make a great wife one day.” He giggled as you put him in the passenger seat. And then he passed out.
You slid in and turned the ignition before you stared at his peaceful face.
I don’t think I can love anyone else besides you. Even worse, to become someone else’s wife.
You smiled bitterly. Pushed the gas pedal and going home.
The night sky of Seoul was surprisingly clear after a whole-day rain. Not that it mattered, since for you the sky will never look blue anymore.
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P.S: Did I make you cry? Did I? Did I? >.<
P.P.S: Again, this was a fail attempt of me being all cheesy with Love and all. And also a result of me listening to old sappy songs and Yesung.
P.P.P.S: Please be kind with me (>.<). Oh yeah, and Comments are Loveeeddd <3