I had an elefun day...
( jealous much? )

I think a part of me has died. I could bring it back....but I can't do it alone. and I've been alone for too fucking long for me to have any hope now....I don't know what it will take to make me happy...Actually I do, but besides things and people I know I can't have....I really don't know what I can do. I've tried everything. And I'm done fucking ( Read more... )

You Are A Romantic

You are more romantic than 90% of the population.


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you know...8th grade could have been the worst year of my life, but there's only a few things I really would change about it....but I would change this year alot....I messed up really bad by leaving the school all it's doing is driving me insane. Now I just want to come back to Ames. and I'm not even allowed to do that anymore....gah....I haven't ( Read more... )

I think people blow me off on purpouse. I'm not gunna do anything today. Don't call. Thanks.

By the way, I'm sorry for treating everyone like crap lately. it's this homeschooling thing. it's driving me crazy. I know that's no excuse....but anyway, sorry for snapping at you and stuff...

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um, I found this in newsday. and I found it to be interesting....
( A Broken Heart is Fatal )

I MISS MY LONG HAIR!!!!

I get jealous...alot easier then people think. But I just don't er show it as much as some other people do....Just kind of sad that I'm so easily replaced. Oh well, we can't have everything we want. By the way, my psychologist said I actually can't have bi-polar, I'm too young for it, I mean not maturity wise. she said it's probably just me trying ( Read more... )