i feel very confused right now.
friday night was spent at my brother and sister-in-law's house with all of my siblings.
they came to support me because i broke up with alan that night.
i felt alone. i felt confused. the only thing i could do while they were there was cry.
i was surrounded by people who i knew loved me, but yet i felt alone.
it was ( Read more... )

as of 5:05 p.m. tonight, i am officially single.
so far, i hate it.
i hate knowing that i am not going home to anyone.
i hate knowing that every family gathering i attend, i will be alone.
blah.
:-\

pray for me.
please?
thanks.

so i'm really confused about alan. hehe.
i'm really frustrated again right now.
i just went to walmart with him to get necessary things we needed.

situation a:
when i got there, i noticed that i didn't have my billfold with me because i picked up my purse before we left, and i forgot to put the billfold back inside my purse, so it was still laying on ( Read more... )

the schedule of alan ( Read more... )

i haven't been this happy in a long time - apart from my family ( Read more... )

i am tired of this running my life.
it has to end. soon.
and i'm going to do everything in my power to stop it from running my life.

THE SEVENTH SEASON OF AMERICAN IDOL WILL BE FILMING AT THE QWEST CENTER OMAHA...AUGUST 10TH!!!!!!!!!!
HOLY CRAP.. i'm sooooooooooooooo there!!!!
:-D

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