To preocuppi myself I decided to make an agnsty song set of shiori/ juri icons. I can't say as though I'm excited but proud I guess. I've only made one so far but it turned out okay.
My friend told me to think of all the positives in my life when i'm feeling down. I know it's hard to when everything in your life seems sh*t-house. Hope you feel more sunshiney soon.
I talked to my friend this morning and even though they said some stuff to me that really broke my heart open I know it was only to help me and it was great that they were so patient with me and understanding. They showed me a lot this morning and made me admit things I didn't want to. I feel a lot better now. Things come and go so I can't sit and say I won't feel badly again b/c I know it happens but I'm glad to move on now. THanks for the hug.
*huggles tightly* Being happy in such a sad world is one of the hardest things, I promise. And sometimes our friends can't really see how much we're hurting, or they just don't think they can help, or whatever. As for lying to yourself in your own journal, sometimes it's nessecary. Sometimes it's important to tell yourself that it is okay, just to HEAR it.
I know what you are going through. Trust me. And I care. It may seem odd to you, as we don't know each other that well, but if you need to talk, and I am online (ShinyStarFire on AIM), please do. It is better for you than keeping it all locked inside. And even if all you do is rant and rave, and maybe I don't get a word in at all, you will have gotten it out, and you will know that someone was listening.
Its funny that you're in my rpg which is kind of sad right now but, its funny that I don't know my players better. I guess its not completely necissary but its nice to know that they read up on me and care. I guess its nice to be reminded of what you already know. For people to show they care rather than you just telling yourself they do.
Thanks for offering to talk maybe sometime we will. The fact that you know what I'm going through strikes me as odd considering the previous, we don't know eachother. I'm not always like this. Just this past couple of weeks has been kind of difficult. It will get better though, I have faith.
But every man is TEMPTED, when he is drawn away of his own lust, and enticed. Then when lust HATH CONCEIVED, it bringeth forth sin....(James 1:14,15, KJV)
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My friend told me to think of all the positives in my life when i'm feeling down. I know it's hard to when everything in your life seems sh*t-house.
Hope you feel more sunshiney soon.
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I know what you are going through. Trust me. And I care. It may seem odd to you, as we don't know each other that well, but if you need to talk, and I am online (ShinyStarFire on AIM), please do. It is better for you than keeping it all locked inside. And even if all you do is rant and rave, and maybe I don't get a word in at all, you will have gotten it out, and you will know that someone was listening.
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Thanks for offering to talk maybe sometime we will. The fact that you know what I'm going through strikes me as odd considering the previous, we don't know eachother. I'm not always like this. Just this past couple of weeks has been kind of difficult. It will get better though, I have faith.
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James is acutally the next book I'm going to study.
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