what the eff am I doing?

[catiekat]

He is completely the opposite of what I want and need. I'm just super attracted to him and- this sounds sooo stupid- know he is wonderful underneith the substance abuse. Sweet Jesus, or as he corrected me today: sour Jesus. My counselor asked me what I want in a guy and all I said was "Someone who's interested in me." That's all I said because I

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[cinnamonkitty]

Just out of curiosity, what drugs does he do? Does he do them, like, all the time?

You deserve better, Catie! I'm sure he's a nice guy but he needs to sort himself out if he wants to be with you.

[catiekat]

He mostly just smokes pot and drinks, but I know the other day he did cocaine.

He see's that he needs to stop because he doesn't have much fun anymore, but I think he may need professional help before he can really get better.

It's almost pointless to try with him. It makes me too sad and, like he said, I'm just gonna get frustrated.