If you read this, if your eyes are
passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post
a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want-
good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your
blog and be surprised (or moritified) about what people remember about
you.

I think I'm going to start making my entries private, since no one reads them anyway.

"I was finally getting over you and actually believing I didnt need you. Then you smiled at me and ruined it all"

Megan, this is a great quote:

If I could give you one gift, I would give you the ability to see yourself as I see you, so that you could see how truly special you are.

I wish someone would say that to me.

I needed a break. I needed to go home, a place where I could think. So that's exactly what I did. I went home last Wednesday afternoon because I couldn't take it anymore. I was on the verge of an emotional breakdown. I needed to go home so that I could just sit by myself and think, without any interuptions. So I packed my bag and headed home. It ( Read more... )

A decision is going to be made tonight. I already know what the results are going to be. And I must admit I'm not really surprised. I've been suspecting it all along. I don't really know how to feel about it all besides feeling overwhelmed and crushed and upset and I just want to cry. But I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of crying over him, it feels ( Read more... )

I can't take it anymore. I'm done with everything. I'm tired of the lies, I'm tired of the secrets. I'm tired of constantly feeling down, constantly in a bad mood, constantly depressed. I'm tired of constantly losing. I'm tired of always being dealt the short stick. I'm tired of always being told "oh well, suck it up and deal with it." I can't deal ( Read more... )

I've come to the conclusion that I'm an idiot. Plain and simple, nothing else to it. I don't understand why I'm not getting the situation. Why I'm not acccepting it and moving on. What the hell is wrong with me? What did I do to deserve all of this? Why do I get angry and then when I see him, everything just disappears. I fucking hate that. I need ( Read more... )

I've been really lame lately, sorry guys. I just don't feel like doing much of anything lately, besides thinking about certain things that I really shouldn't be thinking about. And no, I'm not talking about sex, though, I wish I were.

I was talking to my roomate last night discussing what all was going on in my life. I was mainly talking about how ( Read more... )

Miserable

Betrayed

Embarassed

Furious

Hateful

Pain

Sorrow

Hurt

Confused

Helpless

Ashamed

Hopeless

Afraid