I feel just like a fool.

Dec 10, 2006 21:48

I drive myself completely crazy.

first of all, I am completely petrified. because I'm really happy.
and that makes me very nervous.
It is so hard to move forward when I am surrounded by the past.
I cant stop myself from thinking about it, but I don't mean to.

this weekend went by so freaking fast. i need winter breakkk.

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schnibt December 11 2006, 06:11:53 UTC
It always makes me sad when people are scared of being happy. Because it's ridiculous. A wise man once said: "Don't worry. Be happy. Every little thing is gonna be alright."

And I know what you mean about the Christmas holidays. I'm so ready for some time off.

Alec

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theirishjigga December 11 2006, 19:55:50 UTC
I think we're all a bit terrified of being happy. When I'm happy, I panic: "What is wrong with me? Why am I happy? What's going on?" haha. But I'm so delighted that you're happy! And we need to block out some time in our winter break schedule to see one another. No penciling in, whip out your magic marker!

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