Retreat.. stasis

[catkin]

Wolf finds herself alone again, I watch her move through forest and open landscape, sipping water here taking down small prey there, crossing paths with other wolves..sometimes eating with them, sometimes resting together sharing reassuring contact. But always leaving, moving onwards in her own direction. Hunting in darkness. Seeking a cave, a dark

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[catkin]

I know what you mean about the echo, it IS quite unsettling but also oddly reassuring to catch glimpses of someone else encountering the same.

And yes, same frustration about the knowing when to pounce (and in what direction)..all I hope is that if I can let some of the external noise calm down, and cleave to my self and my heart, be ready to listen, then I *will* know.

I don't really want to die or become unemotional this time..it is not quite so desperate. Indeed the world outside has become if anything brighter and sharper, I'm finding joy in friendship and music at the moment.

But true about the too much caution. I didn't really realise until recently just how cautious I've become, part of me whats to jump whole heartedly into a situation like I used to , but instead I am still dipping my foot in, testing the water..

[catkin]

...and I think this is right, because there is so much at stake. I know when I'll be ready to leap because I will be doing it ears pricked forwards, eyes dead ahead..not turning my head to look back (and likely end up tripping over myself :) )

[sci]

Clarity of intent is allways an excellent sign. :)