these kids... i like them a lot. but im so overwhelmed by them sometimes. their behaviors and needs. i dont know how to deal with it in the moment... if i was presented with a case study on paper i would be able to say what should be done or give suggestions at least. but i feel like i draw a blank in the classroom. it really bothers me. i dont ( Read more... )

i like my cooperating teacher... but when i ask for her advice she doesnt really give me any. she just says whatever i think is best.... well im not sure what is best and i am asking for your professonal and experienced opinion ( Read more... )

one of the only things that makes me truely happy lately is those kids. and yet i still place my studies and preparing for them second. something is wrong with that.
i hope i stop caring if i go out or not real soon! and become way more dedicated to teaching and those kids.

i love 'um
and i think im the "nice" novice teacher... :)

if i ever see a guy that looks just like the guy from prison break... whoowee... will i be all over that shit!

beautiful

ive been waking up in the middle of the night for numerous reasons lately ( Read more... )

i hate you because you look down on me

eventually, all of your friends leave you in one way or another...

however, i'd rather have them leave to do something with their life than for a boyfriend

holy shit do i miss camp! i was just looking at my pix from this summer... and i saw justin- what a cutie! and i remembered the awful dream i had last night!!! well it was awful from my perspective ( Read more... )

i just hung up clothes for an HOUR! straight! wtf!
my room isnt any cleaner or nicer looking! :(

im tired and am going to bed

YIKES it just turned friday the 13th!

people were not cool
everything was broken

and i can look forward to NOT getting straight A's this semester which means no Cum Laude.

:'(