So everything is fucked up. I dont know why, i need like a THERAPIST or somthing, i bet i could just ask myself what they would and figure shit out, but i just HATE it all to much, HAHA, some one fix it for me i hate doing stuff my self.

Everything is sucking....and i hate it all.....I need a car so i can get away from it all....

Did nothing today pridy much, traded in some games for a game i caint even play, i need a better video card. Im gonna cry...well not really, and now im sad from multiple things and i dont know how to fix it. SOME ONE FIX IT FOR ME!!!! its so much easier that way, later yall.....later.

So I woke up and....got pizza and milk and sat in front of the comp today, course i woke up around five...Yesterday was fun did random stuff with Andrew and everybody, was great. day before went to busters with rock and andrew then went back to andrews where i spent the night...i dont know what im doing today or tommorrow. Um and I have strong ( Read more... )

Went golfing, then drove around for a bit with my dad, it was ok, i like driving but ide rather just drive with no place to go, never Stoping, except that would defy the laws of the road, eventually ide need gas....Some one call me or somthing......if you dont nkow my # its 755 2085 RIGHT DOWN THE MIDDLE ( Read more... )

Today was good but at the same time.....im sad.... I hung out with freinds good ones but it wasnt a good day i don know, well it was good but...itts just not the same as it usta be or somthing, i just hate change...

So....woke up....got on the comp...went golfling did OK...got on the comp.....played PSO....back to the comp....watched The crow, a new prayer...was ok but it wasnt ANYwhere as good as the first.....back to the comp where i am now.

OK wierd Dream from earlier this mornin, like i was at church and stuff, and like.....im not entierly sure who was in it but i have a slight idea who might have been and the priest guy was asking who was in the religion or somthing and stuff, crazy im not entierly sure what happend init. ANY WHO so then i was sitting around and felt like getting ( Read more... )

A loaded god complex, lets cock it and pull it.