*thinks the meds have finally kicked in*

*feels better than he had in a long time*

*finds his leather jacket, woven leather bracelets and yes, the red collar with a tiny bell on it*

*goes out*

*stops in front of a shop window*

*preens* =^.^=

EDIT:

*slinks home*

Well, if that wasn't a spectacular failure at reinventing myself...

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*watches in the palantir*

*knew, knew it'd end like this*

*thinks feeling numb is an improvement, at least* :S

*goes on a long walk*

EDIT:

*feels much better*

*wonders if he should seek out Pharazon*

*decides to take his antidepressants after all*

*feels supremely crappy*

*goes to hunt down Amandil to perk himself up*

*reads the instructions on the antidepressants he got from Este*

"Possible side effects:

Sedation

That'd actually come in handy.

Agitation and anxiety

Wish they'd make up their minds.

Weight gain

I can manage.

Loss of libido

Fuck, NO! >.>

*gets back from Mordor with the rest of Team Evil*

*heads out to town, rejuvenated and refreshed*

=^.^=

*buys ice-cream*

*maybe scouts out Este's and sees if Irmo's not there*

EDIT

*crosses that off the to-do list*

*has Prozac-equivalent*

*looks at the next items*

2. Find Suro, get a hug.

3. Find Amandil. Kick some sense into him.

*spends a lot of time watching Feanorians in the palantir*

*wonders why they're all so paranoid to perceive his letter as a threat instead of a peaceful entreaty* =~.~;=

*blames his sick mun's bad English skills*

*figures they're probably beyond even his therapy*

*goes shopping*

EDIT:

*comes home and heads straight to the roof*

*SULKS*

*writes letters*

( To Caranthire )

*deposits Nicky at the temple*

*SIGHS*

*goes to find Eonwe and thank him for the rescue*

EDIT:

*manifests back at the temple, smiling*

*finally drifts off to sleep in the small hours of the morning*

*wakes soon and checks on Sauron* :S

*manifests with Sauron on the far shores of Aman*

Lover, we need to talk. I don't know if you know that... but having my thoughts invaded is the last straw. I won't stand for that. I can't stand for that. What if next she tries to change me? If she tries to invade Nicky's or Dai's mind?