I want so much for my kids.I want them to grow up and remember all the wonderful times we shared and not have any ill feelings about the past.Iwant them to see that we did the very best for them and loved them more than anything.I basically want them to have the love in there hearts that I never knew...

Sometimes I feel like such a fuck up ,I look in the mirror and see someone that I dont want to be I guess maybe im getting to that point in my life when I should be figuring out the type of person I want to be.Sometimes I jusy want to be 16 again so that I can do whatever the hellI want to ,no cares ,no one to rely on me.But then again I had a drug ( Read more... )

How I love halloween,the candy corn and the body part decorations that I finally have an excuse for why I have them hanging in my house.The excuse for scaring the bejesus out of kids.Its great when you can go to Taget and by a slutty red riding hood costume at the same time as your childs costume.This year my sonb wants to be ELvis.and he wants to ( Read more... )

I cant take Tampa anymore its killing me to have to be under the everwatchful eye of mommy .She drives me fucking nuts.I want to take my family and move to the other side of the country.I just want to be myself and raise my kids my way and just have peace.It seems like time is just ticking away and I am missing out on me......

Well we dodged another one.Hurricane that is.We didnt really worry about this one,my son loves hurricanes now because once again he doesnt have school.Great!

Its crazy that this is the 4th hurricane that is gonna hit us.I say dont take down the damn boards,stock pile water and quit doing the mad dash to the stores for your last meal.Me I just went a bought a bottle of Fuki plum wine to weather the storm with.I think the storms are manufactured to hit right at pay day to suck up all of our money on ( Read more... )

I DONT UNDERSTAND,I'VE BEEN WITHOUT CABLE AND MY HOUSE HAS BEEN CRAZY.EVERYONES BORED CRYING AND WHINING.
THAT INCLUDES MY HUSBAND.NOW ITS BACK ON AND YOU CAN HEAR A PIN DROP ON A STACK OF FRECKIN PILLOWS.UNBELIVABLE

I went to see my grandmother yesterday and she is in a care facility.I cant stand to see how shes given up and her mind is no longer hers.Is it selfish of me to not want to go anymore?

Why is it that the good ones always die way to early.Does this mean that to live a long life you should lie steal and manipulate people.Its just bullshit when you see awesome people lose there lives and still see the bottom feeders and idiots progressing .Just know this, don't take people for granted or lose touch because they might not always be