i think i found my major flaw today. i care. and i dont just care but i do it with all of my heart ( Read more... )

this is the one thing i have yet to learn about myself, and i want to learn how to control myself so badly. i dont want to give in to whatever is trying to consume my emotions ( Read more... )

life is always kicking dirt in your eyes.
like everytime things get great or even mostly good..its gets really crappy all of sudden.

shit is about to start spiraling downward very quickly i believe.

tonight was crazy.
i still reak of gasoline and so does my car.
i would pay for a copy of the security tape at 7-11 tonight.
i <3 derek.
i still hate dumb people and there drama.

things are good.
im happy.
school is ok and im about to go home for a week!

fact:

i dont know where my life is taking me

im about to get screwed over..i can feel it.
i hate this more than anything but i always seem to get myself into these situations.

i guess ill never learn.
dammit.

dont be sorry, ho
be careful

you know no matter how nice you are to some people they are still bitches ( Read more... )

i really want to go home this weekend because it will be my only chance to visit until thanksgiving.
why does gas have to be so expensive!?
ugh whatever.

my head is hurting so bad and my back is killing me..today is gonna be a lazy day!