i can't post now

i guess i'm waiting to be saved too

 being sick is gay.
 well, i do get to miss the whole week of school.
 except monday, i was ok monday.

but i'm still sick, so don't call me a jerk or anything.
 i recorded my first full song
 its kinda bad
 whatever though
 i'll take all the positive comments

matthew keeps running everywhere
 he should slow down.... or i'll kill him
 he thinks i'm joking
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 it was much better than i had expected it to be;
 i'm a bird, just an observer

i can't really remember much of saturday night, it was good though.

good weekend in general.
 next time will be better.

 GAHHHHHHHHH, ok ( Read more... )

 went hiking yesterday... probably one of the best things i've done all week.
 we went to silvercreek falls, it was a terrific place. i wish i was alone though.
 aaron was having "trouble" after indulging himself in a 44 oz. chocolate milkshake... he's lactose intolerant.
 it got better when my dad and him started running through the trail. it was ( Read more... )

the lines... 5 perpendicular to the 1. the main one line. they're falling. falling to peices, symbolism is haunting. they gather together, and create a mass of flames. illuminating everything i've seen. pictures flash around me. memories, not always good, but mostly good. everythings getting heavy. i have nowhere to go now. i just have to wait. ( Read more... )

 I just finished 'death of a salesman'
 everyone should read that
 even if you don't read
 its more than a book 
 its the essence of humanity

you can't just take something like that away from someone
 its what a man is
 and he felt useless without it
 weak
 its what i've been taught, and i'm only 16
 i don't think women could really understand, but they ( Read more... )

 so yeah, school is gay.... as usual though, don't feel sorry for me.

Matthew is being annoying of course, but i can't hate him; i can't even stay mad at him for gods sake.
 we played a mean trick on him; we told him there was a bomb in the car and got out and ran... he can't get out of the car on his own.

salvia
 salvia
 salvia
 it frightens me
 but i ( Read more... )

as life gets longer awful gets softer, and it feels pretty soft to me.

being down here this weekend has really allowed me to realize that i fucking hate my dads house. i'd rather have fun with my friends then get good grades. honestly. my future isn't that important, i'd rather have it randomly open up for me ( Read more... )