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[caulfieldkid]

i am not doing well today.

depression.
no reason.

i keep visiting old ghosts.

wondering if i made the right choices.
feeling there are no right ones.
knowing i made some wrong ones.

today
i wish i had never been formed.

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[and_us_so_new]

i am not doing well either.
i am praying for you.

[caulfieldkid]

thanks,
i will pray for you as well.

anything in particular bothering you
or
is it just in general
or
none of my bees wax.

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do you ever get depressed
about being depressed.

i have so much
but
i still feel cold and numb
and basically like crying myself out of existence.

i feel like franny.

[and_us_so_new]

yes,
franny is who came to mind.
i get depressed that way especially in the winter.
now that the sun goes down earlier, i can feel it creeping in on me.

another reason is that i found out something terrible about someone i love.
and i have to try and not feel hurt
so that i can help him.
i've been struggling with depression over this.
and trying not to let it show.

[caulfieldkid]

the seasonal depression.
i hate that - especially since i love fall and winter.
(aside from said depression of course)

thats hard.
i will pray for you
and
him.