hence the the part where i said "if you dont like what i put in my journal, dont read it," and i said that because i didnt care if it was posted, its on my mind, im gonna say it, if you dont wanna read it then dont. im to the point where i dont care anymore. you are the one that didnt want things to change, and i didnt either, but the funny thing ( Read more... )

it was an up and down weekend, well, all up until sunday. the whole weekend would have been great had sunday not sucked. someone has finally seen mel's side of the story, and it was me, i try not to care, but its childish, so i have to. there are 2 people that live in that room, christina and mel, josh is a guest, and i can see why mel gets so ( Read more... )

this is awesome, i just got out of going on a 4 day cruise because the ship we were supposed to go to was not ready to leave, and my commanding officer is an impatient man, so he said forget it, we will go to panama city, which is even better because i cant go there, because i cant fly for 3 months, YES, i should go to mast more often, umm no i ( Read more... )

hey everyone, hope you all had a good thanksgiving, i did, went to mel's parents house with josh and christina. then the whole weekend was just a chance to relax, which is always a good thing, played some games on the xbox and ps2, and pc, and watched a crap load tv, it was the best, and to top it off, it was spent with the people i care the most ( Read more... )

hey all, its thursday night, nobody here except me, josh and christina. we ate thanksgiving dinner at mel's parents house, and mel stayed there. i think she stayed so she can go get her car in the morning. so anyway, im just sitting here thinking about what we are gonna do this weekend. but im also thinking about the next couple of years or ( Read more... )

wow, all i can say is wow. i had one of the worst days today that i have had in a long time. first my command decided to send me on a 3-day deployment, which just happens to be dec. 1-3, and my birthday is on the 2nd. sucks ass. of all the people that could go, they pick me, WHY!!! anyway, the worst came later in the day though. my ex decided that ( Read more... )

right now im sitting in vals room, writing in my journal on her computer. just sitting here thinking about what we are gonna do today, cause im really bored, and everyone is doing something. christina and josh are in the room, val and matt are in the living room with mel and rim job. and that leaves me, just chillin here wanting to do something. so ( Read more... )

this sucks, i got ditched last night. i was supposed to go to va beach and play halo 2 on xbox live with candice, and she never called me. i talked to amy, but i wasnt in the mood to go over there after getting ditched, i just wanted to stay at ODU, with people i know wont ditch me. so things are much better now, they are back to the way they were ( Read more... )

hey guys, its friday night, seems like saturday because i didnt work on thursday, so it has gone really well so far. the only thing that has gotten to me this weekend is christina thinking that i am acting like an ass hole, and if i am, im not doing it on purpose. personally, i take a lot of offense to that shit because im the opposite, i dont ( Read more... )

im sorry, i forgot IKERAUT!!! was gonna be gone for the 3 weeks, my bad. he is gonna miss my birthday too, it sucks, we need to do our birthdays on the first and then have another party when they get back, that would be awesome. so ye, life is getting better since the bad weekend, i think i finally figured out the who0le situation. and now, im just ( Read more... )